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Aleise Kebreau Poem
Green plaid, black vans. What I
remember from that day. Fake
smiles and crude jokes are
what kept you occupied they
say. You laughed. Not a care
felt from you. Guilt maybe, but
yet it was still a joke to you.
Looked into my eyes and just
fed me lies. I won't tell you,
but just know. That day a little
piece of me died. A weight on
my heart I wore every day. A
weight I prayed would just go
away. But today I write this,
tears on my cheeks so long
afterwards yet my heart still
feels weak. I've asked for the
patience, so that I may forgive.
Forgive you for the pain that I
felt so hard that day. I thought
that was through. It was over
with now, but a single thought
brought back and I'm weeping
softly as my head bows. I've
prayed and wailed for peace
within, but I cannot hope for
peace if I have not truly
forgiven him. In time this will
pass and my heart will feel
new. And on that day will the
words be said "I've finally
forgiven you".
Copyright © Aleise Kebreau | Year Posted 2014
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Aleise Kebreau Poem
It's a pain that is oh so familiar to
me now. The emptiness, it's no
surprise. It comes on so suddenly.
So high then low in a simple
glimpse. There is no warning. It
catches me when I'm weak. Rapes
my mind, and leaves me oblivious to
my well being. There is no cure. I
have grown to believe it. My heart, it
hurts and my eyes are burning. I
blink and they all fall. My tears
staining. I've hit an all time low, and
I don't know how to reverse it. My
brain is aching. Too much at once.
My body can take so much. I'm at
an overload. I don't know my own
thoughts. There are too many. My
feelings are unknown. God please
reveal them to me, and relieve me
before I break down. Bring the war
in my heart at peace. I pray to you
but it is like i am unheard. Where is
my strength. I am overwhelmed with
sorrow. I just want to be happy.
Copyright © Aleise Kebreau | Year Posted 2013
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