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hollow on the inside
my dreams in my head
my thoughts on the outside
gone from reality
lost from existince
my dreams so warm
my thought's are worn
from what reality has ripped and torn
my future my world
my life my passion
ripped from you
what did i do?
neither of you
will see this threw
my baby i wish this wasnt true.
taken for granted
smiles and little thoughts
no one gave you anything
but pain before this world.
i wish you could have breathed
i wish you could have loved
but maybe
the same would happen to you
ill take the blame
ill take the sin
your still alive
but not of this world.
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why cant the pain
burst in the release of anguish
threw my ears
threw the eyes
down the road
of so many lies
so many tears
wasted time
hours in the dark looking to see
crying to feel something that isnt there
to feel alive
cold tears down my neck
warm blood down my wrist
dead inside
nothing's okay
its not alright
this addiction called suffering
the agony the smile behind this pain
agony and suffering
a twisted grin as you scream my name
down the dark abise threw the gates of my judgement
your dead to me
it dosent matter your here alone
down on your knees
something gone
it was never missing
because it was never there
my words
the truth
a care in the world
and my sanity
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smooth soft flesh
and eyes so clear
threw out these years
you've changed
rugged tattored skin
tears fall fast
he said i will never let you down
i lied to you
and i lied to myself
but know my subconsious
and the other me lead me to belive
that i could set you free
i am a liar
i have regrets
but but i can never forget
i walk one way
i look the other
i rip myself in half
who am i?
who are you?
****ing make up your mind
before he says otherwise
heart torn in two
but there both just for you?
what do i say what do i do?
i guess with regrets you need to forget?
for there is two of me!
for there is two of me!
which side do you see
but your heart resides in me!
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i remembered something you said
i think you said
you loved me
it was all fake
just like my birth
use together was a mistake
you where a fake
in my heart
you where a liar
right from the start
burn this bridge
grab the fuel
i got the lighter
if i hear your voice
ill light you on fire
you loved me ounce
was my heart full of passion not your disire?
was my love a disastor?
the inside isnt so empty
my love wasnt plenty!
obviously.
your last thoughts are my rimidy
the outside wont live
unless i tear every vain from your chest
i wont go to sleep
unless i know you feel the same pain
i will wait in the rain
to see you feel the same
for what i plead
happened to me
smashed my chest
and left me to bleed
with out revenge
the thoughts will never end..
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what am i
what have i become
a product of your vision
the wrong side of your decisions
i was young
!!you were wrong!!!
confused in my head
from the last words you said
laying on the floor
crawling on glass hot flesh
like your brain in your head
blood pouring
like the tears you never shed
wishing i was dead
from the words you never said
cast me aside
leave me on the roadside
lock me up
it wasn't enough
**** you
**** your words
i'm no soldier
i'm way more bolder
myself
the thing i could never be
i'm alive and i'm free
i am me
something you will never be.
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brother
the things that ive became
i guess i spoke to early and belived i was the blame
brother
if you could only see what i am today
this world has ****ed with us
and torn us worlds away
cut us limb by limb and throw our hearts away
you buried a secert
that cant be harmed by lies
brother
can you hear my cries
im so silent so hollow so fraguile
i might as well be a glass
pesamistic
i look at you sooo full
now i know the truth you where
empty just like me
brother
can you hear me know
my belife and beliving
my love that keeps me sane
i know you drilled this in my brain
but all that's left is feel is pain
is love in vain?
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trying to put the words toghether
trying to hard
but they will never get better
bleeding from my ears
these words that you said
cut my chest open
blood for tears
does the beating make you quiver
does the lies make you sick
leave me here
chest wide open
ribs spread apart
down on my hands and knees
i cant even breath
i wont ever pass
my soul shattered like glass
my spirit was taken way to fast
for the things youve broken
and couldnt put back apart
your smile tryed to cure my heart
lie to me
tell me its alright
or take my life
and throw away the insides
blood on my back
for all the love you gave
blood in my ears
for all the lies you told
empty heart
for the future that never came
years on my own
the sleepless nights
or the grey brick and stone
lie to me
tell me its alright
i can handle the pain
lie to me
tell me these tears are in vain
love me
lie to me
set me free
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i can see you even though your miles away
i can feel your smiles in front of my face
i feel my spirit inside me
i feel your lies deciveing
i feel my spirit leaving me
every tear you cry
every time you beg to die
i cant help but think its all a lie
if our love wasnt true
what else is there to see threw
pain last a life time
this one thing is true
me loving you
and you hateing me
is one pain i will live threw
i desereve this world
i desereve loneliness
why did you rip this from my chest
why dont you just put me to rest
all i have is regret
all i have is hate
i guess one year is too long to wait
i wasnt there when you needed
again!!!
i guess any man is better than a empty bed
to far gone
you only lead me along
you stabbed me in the chest
and straight threw the back
one year shows everything he lacked
leave me here
lay me down and stab me threw the back
what you took from me and gave to him is something
that will never ease your pain
for my blood
and my quievering veins
is something that still remains
and you will never consume this side
you where never good enought for sucide.
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last confession
lost hope
hopeless
bleeding out like a knife to the throat
or like a gun or rope
i love you with this final note
i lack the ability to cry or cope
holding on to what was ounce there
and tired of people pretending that they really care
if i was here and you where there
this world wouldnt have a life to spare
dont waste a penny or dime
on mine
because a love like yours is hard to find
your spirit and heart are one of a kind
no innonocence lost
no ignorance either
just me watching my reflection as i grip the clever
blood pouring fast
i knew your love would'nt last
but a look in your eyes tells me other wise
will you be home tonight
even if you scream
and we get into a fight
if your crying ill make everything alright
as i hold you threw the night
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a glimpse of your eyes
reflection at my thoughts so blind
flesh so soft
pain so deep
i wish you could see it in me
the knife in my back
the pain so deep
in her eyes i see you
what do i say
what do i do
bleed for the tears i caused you
sacrifice,sell, my soul
for the completion
the one who made me whole
dizzy and weak
tears and puke
knife and the destiny that was only a fluke
take my soul
burn me whole
for my thoughts my body my flesh have no control
these thoughts
inside the mind of mine
take it to the deeps
for the wishes of death
the halo around my head
the burning of bullets and lead
leave me here
no longer near
till the fight goes on
like the bullet of this gun
the reason to go one
no longer matters
im over im gone
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