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Vishal Kumar Poem
Not a day passes by, not
thinking about you,
believing in my love, which I
know is true.
Waiting for you, to come back,
with a lot of hopes, but no
regrets, which I lack.
I sit down crying, hurting
myself,
praying that you will realize, my
love, by yourself.
What did I do wrong, that you
left me?
Isn't there anything pure that
you see in me?
What happened, when you
hugged or kissed me?
What happened, when you
wanted to stay by me?
Was I not, a wall protecting you?
If not, then tell me, where I
screwed?
I can change, the tides of time,
even with blood, as I write this
in rhymes,
waiting, breathing, bleeding, for
only one day,
standing wide eyed, for a single
ray,
of hope, to see you return,
and give me a chance, to show
my concern,
for you, and only you, whom I
love,
ready to even battle, the gods
above,
with a power, to bring heaven
and hell as one,
for, the only one,
who is you, my heart,
without whom, my life is torn
apart.
Is this betrayal, or just a phase,
to watch me suffer, bleed and
phrase,
my pain, my blood, my inner
happiness,
that has turned me cold, to
numbness.
My tears have dried, crying for
your return,
as I have turned hollow, and
started to burn.
Think about, the good times we
had,
the love, the smiles and the
bond we shared.
There was not a single day,
when you did not call me,
only to hear the words, 'Love
you honey'.
Every day, and every night,
I hold on my phone, really tight,
waiting for a ring, or just a
message,
which was my beating heart,
and my life's passage.
What is it now, that you detest
in me,
that you chose, to just leave
me?
I am in despair, which I dont
show out,
for this is another battle, a war,
a bout,
that has brought this, sickness
in me,
awakening, the demon inside of
me.
Now I stand deadly, with rage,
transforming, even as I age.
But all through this, it does not
conquer me,
for there is something that lets
me be,
in a way, that you wanted me to
stay,
filled with love, and a question
that makes me pray,
oh god! ! Please bring her back,
to me, my love,
please dont punish me, with
your wrath from above,
and all through this.....I
continue, to ask this question
that would be,
dear, 'Why did you leave me? '
Copyright © Vishal Kumar | Year Posted 2013
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