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Fadeem Brace Poem
Into the steam filled abyss I found myself sitting upon a rock, lost, confused, hopeless.
The light of a lark opened my eyes; the shadow of the devil closed them.
My vision became faded and my mind was jaded,
I was lost in the thoughts of an assassin and pushed into the actions of a suicidal animal. The rope clinched to my neck lets go ever so softly but when I slip it tightens
Before I know it I am lost in the abyss of my own insanity and cannot find my way back to reality.
Sometimes I forget who I am; sometimes I forget what good I’ve done.
The fog takes over my very movements, thoughts, and actions.
The laziness that unfolds upon me is like a quilt of guilt.
Sweat, tears, and blood are stitched into the embroidery of this quilt.
I try to open my eyes but they remain closed.
I am blind to the truth but to the fallacies I can see.
I just wish to give my soul like a Faustian bargain
just...to feel completely whole again. Sadly...I know that I will never find.
I try to open my eyes again and I am alive, but falling into the depths of hell.
The Egyptians encrypted my soul with this spell.
The evil curse that will scar my skin with pain and have me walk as if I have survived the bloody gallows.
My head hangs low and creates a correlation with my eye lids.
The tears are hard to see in the rain, but the pain leaves a permanent stain.
I am alive, but isnt living as bad as dying.
The thought of the unknown lingers upon me like a mosquito
My love for you dwells forever as if it were a scar.
Copyright © Fadeem Brace | Year Posted 2013
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Fadeem Brace Poem
-Keep blowing all my money
looking for happiness
It's kinda sad how lifes filled
with all of this
******** and pain, man the shits
insane
Rather take 60 bullets straight
to the brain.
Who would care, another dies
In my coffin my body lies
In my eyes though all could see
The pain that always haunted
me.
At night I would cry. But I cry
no more.
Not a single tear is wasted
upon my bedroom floor.
The worlds in my hands but am
I afraid to take it.
They say in life's we must take
risks. But I'm cornered by the
fact that I may not make it.
I want to make everyone proud
I want to please the world
I want to put faith in the hearts
of the suffering boys and girls
I need to get my priorities
straight but can't see through
all this fog.
I feel as if I'm in the middle of
a fight between dogs.
Im cornered and rushed but I
yearn for a touch.
I take and take. But it never
amounts to much.
I want to see the world. I want
to spend all my earnings.
But I'm stuck in a twirl of life's
unfavorable mornings
I sit and wait. The food grows
cold on my plate.
I don't care who sees. I'm a
bird set free
I can fly I can land but I'm goal
orientated.
I could die, change plans, but it
wont change. The progress
already created.
I'm so capable yet so foolish.
So young but yet so grown.
I have the volition to do this
But how can I make it alone.
They say that the greatest
mistakes in life save us from
repetition. But what about
those who never learn.
Is life one big competition .
Must we all wait for our turn.
Or do we suffer and burn.
Is life filled with complexities or
is it just my discrepancies that
keep me from understanding
life piece by piece.
Copyright © Fadeem Brace | Year Posted 2012
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Fadeem Brace Poem
im sitting in class,
the rain keeps falling
my mother keeps calling
my mind is empty
but it keeps on thinking
the teacher stares at me
i feel like I’m shrinking
he’s trying so hard to gain my attention
But sadly I’m lost in a different dimension
I don’t care anymore, **** what you say
your useless, annoying, and put my thoughts in disarray
But the rain keeps falling
Mother keeps calling
my mind is filled with countless sadness
i answer the phone, and i feel so alone
the sounds i hear are loud and clear
im lost, im lost, im lost
in my own thoughts
the clock keeps ticking i wish it would pause
just sign the clause, sign the clause
sweet mary jane, mixed in the rain
my window pane sounds foreign and strange
your in my range your mine, but its too ealry for a valentine
i take the ultimate risk, I give her a kiss
who would think i could daydream so twisted like this
I’m lost again in my mind as it spins
I gain focus, class has ended
This is fair better than the life I pretended
Now I can go off and take on the world
I was daydreaming in English of that one special girl
Copyright © Fadeem Brace | Year Posted 2012
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Fadeem Brace Poem
-Keep blowing all my money
looking for happiness
It's kinda sad how lifes filled
with all of this
******** and pain, man the shits
insane
Rather take 60 bullets straight
to the brain.
Who would care, another dies
In my coffin my body lies
In my eyes though all could see
The pain that always haunted
me.
At night I would cry. But I cry
no more.
Not a single tear is wasted
upon my bedroom floor.
The worlds in my hands but am
I afraid to take it.
They say in life's we must take
risks. But I'm cornered by the
fact that I may not make it.
I want to make everyone proud
I want to please the world
I want to put faith in the hearts
of the suffering boys and girls
I need to get my priorities
straight but can't see through
all this fog.
I feel as if I'm in the middle of
a fight between dogs.
Im cornered and rushed but I
yearn for a touch.
I take and take. But it never
amounts to much.
I want to see the world. I want
to spend all my earnings.
But I'm stuck in a twirl of life's
unfavorable mornings
I sit and wait. The food grows
cold on my plate.
I don't care who sees. I'm a
bird set free
I can fly I can land but I'm goal
orientated.
I could die, change plans, but it
wont change. The progress
already created.
I'm so capable yet so foolish.
So young but yet so grown.
I have the volition to do this
But how can I make it alone.
They say that the greatest
mistakes in life save us from
repetition. But what about
those who never learn.
Is life one big competition .
Must we all wait for our turn.
Or do we suffer and burn.
Is life filled with complexities or
is it just my discrepancies that
keep me from understanding
life piece by piece.
Copyright © Fadeem Brace | Year Posted 2012
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