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Desie Avila Poem
Day after day i try to pray,
i pray you can forgive me and take my pain away.
I love you so much i cant help but feel regret.
I miss you so much, that my world is caving in.
I wonder if you'd still say you love me?
Your my unborn baby, i always wonder how you
would look... Beautiful of course, a melody of love,
a sinful remedey.
I hope one day we can be together and then i can show,
that im a good mother.
I will see you in heaven, were the skies are blue
and the world is nice.
Your my Harmony, and for you i would trade my life.
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Desie Avila Poem
Dark shadows continue to
Creep in my dreams.
I lay down in my bed trying to sleep
I feel so helpless, this feelings I can’t forget.
I love you but you don’t love me, why did you leave me?
I loved you with my very soul but you left me for what? For doe?
Your not just a bad mother but a bad person in general don’t get me wrong I love you with unconditional love.
But I dislike you for everything you’ve done but it’s my fault too because my choices are my becoming.
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I walk On my on two feet, I never needed any help.
I was Fine and content with my so-called life.
But baby you showed up in my life, You help me understand that im not alone.
That i no longer have to do it all alone.
Im fighting these feelings because i dont know if its real.
But i do know that with you i have nothing to fear.
Im trusting you with my heart.. so please dont rip and tear my love apart.
I dedicate these words to my baby boy Robert Solis.
Now don't get to carried away, because i don't wanna live in the fast lane
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I’m dying inside, I don’t understand.
I should have been careful,
and for my actions I lost my love.
I’m crying inside and out,
I’m breathing in fire and exhaling smoke.
I can’t breathe I’m in agony.
Lord, please help me,
I’m broken into pieces I can’t go back
and fix’s my mistakes.
This is Hell, I deserve it.
Oh my Harmony,
I’m so sorry; I can’t explain my pain,
It blackens my soul, threatens my strength,
Trying to take my faith.
I love you; these word Harmony,
Don’t you ever forget!
Mama loves her unborn.
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They tell me to laugh, so I do.
They tell me to shut up, and I did.
They tell me am not worth ****, so I believe it.
They say I can never be loved, now this I believe is true.
They tell me im ugly, so I look for beauty in the mirror.
I listen to what they say, so now im clueless.
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Desie Avila Poem
I remember the day i went
away, i tried to pray to God,
telling Him to forgive me and
take me back to my mom.
My prayers were un-answered,
and for that i am thankful, because
if i would have stayed i would be
nothing today.
I thank God that i am alive, that he
gave me another day to correct my
mistakes.
I learned alot, i've endured alot for
my age.
But at least i wont live life half blind.
I'll go through life seeing everything that
is infront of me and behind me.
Im happy and i have eternity to be everything
i ever wanted to be.
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