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Rebecca Taber Poem
My four leaf clover
My Lucky charm
The one i carry with me
So i come to no harm
No words or actions can hurt me
When i have my lucky charm
When I have my four leaf clover
My world is never over
I can always count on
No matter what
On my lucky charm
I feel invisible
I can come to no harm
When I have my lucky charm
My one and only four leaf clover
My lucky charm
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Rebecca Taber Poem
As I sit in the corner
Of this darkened room
Staring in horror
At the door
With the pounding
Ringing in my ears
Waiting for the monster
To finally break free from it's cage
And it's shackles and chains
A monster I've held back
For years and years
Praying I don't slip
This rage inside of me
I'll never be able to explain
Trying to forget about the pain
The uncertainty, the fear
That the ones that I hold dear
My friends, my family
They'll finally see my greatest fear
The fear of never being good enough
Being always below the bar
These mind games
I can no longer take
Because I'm about to break
This rage inside me
The monster that no one can see
I'll try my hardest
Never to let it free
But these games and these lies
The keep twisting my heart
I'm about to fall apart
Because these feelings
I've been trying to bury so deep
Keep clawing themselves up
Trying to get out of this black hole
That used to be called my soul
That soul that was crushed and bruised
That no longer can be used
The fear of never being good enough
Rises to the back of my throat
As I sit in the corner
Choking and sputtering on this fear
Staring at the door in horror
Waiting for the monster
To break into the room
Then I look in the mirror
And see the monster staring back at me
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Rebecca Taber Poem
It hurts to breathe
Without you here with me
I just wish i was enough
But I know you’re better off
I wish I could be
All you want me to be
All that you deserve
But I know that you are
Better off without me
You have a life
I could never give you
No matter how hard I try
You are my whole world
Believe it or not it’s true
But you’re better off without me
I miss you so much it hurts
And I wanna wrap you in my arms
And never let go
You make me wanna be a better person
Even though your not here
My heart is breaking
Everyday you’re not here
But I know you’re better off
You got a better life
Then i could ever give
But you’re worth it
Just to have a better life
Then I could ever give you
You always will be
My life, My world, My heart
I’m sorry I couldn’t be
What you deserve
But please know,no matter what
One thing will never change
You will always be
No matter what anyone says
My life, My world, My heart
And i hope, someday
One day, I will make you proud
I love you more than you’ll ever know
My life, My world, My heart.
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Rebecca Taber Poem
I'm so lost, so confused
It's seems my life is over without you
but i know that's not true
it's hard to move, hard to breathe
i don't know what to do
i should hate you
but i don't
you tore my world apart
you made me someone i didnt want to be
and all i hear you say is
your nothing without me
i dont know who i am anymore
ima scared little girl again
walking on eggshells everytime your near
wondering when it will happen again
wondering how i can make it stop next time
but your too strong
im a scared little girl again
crying in the corner
feeling more alone than i have ever felt
i have never felt so low in my life
or so scared
my heart is breaking
it hurts to move
it hurts to breathe
everyday that goes by
i cry and cry and cry
i dont know what i did so wrong
to deserve this
i change into who you wanted me to be
i changed for you not me
and still i was never good enough
will i ever be
my world fell apart
and you didnt care
you werent there
well now im not walking on eggshells anymore
and i am happier than i was before
im not a scared little girl anymore
im not waitng for the next time
im getting on my feet
im finding out who i am
and realizing i can live without you
it still hurts sometimes and my heart breaks
and i cry and cry and cry
you made me someone i didnt want to be
but guess what now im free
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ribs cracking, snapping, breaking
to every heart beat
until the heart stops beating
and the blood runs cold
and all the breath is gone
and the brain seizes to think
and the body grows cold
and rigor mortis sets in
and the coroner takes your body into his hands
and waits for you to tell him your story
of your untimely demise
and how you were too young to die
and the pain and bruises that were hidden from the world
and the fact that you weren't given the chance to grow
i am more sorry than you will ever know
that the world has treated you so
and the people just dont care these days
about a sad little lonely face
because it has nothing to do with them
or their lives
so they let it just pass on by
im sorry the world is so cruel and unkind
and people are too caught up in their lives
to care about a sad little lonely face while passing by
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Rebecca Taber Poem
You play my heart
Like the strings on the guitar
You play notes i never knew existed
You strum chords
That make me feel alive
You play a song
That only my heart can hear
But is it the song that my heart will hear forever?
Who knows
Just enjoy the song while you can
Let the strings
Make chords
Just for you
And no one else
Make a song that will
Leave a lasting impression
No matter how long it last
Make it a song
That no matter when you look back
And hear it play again in your head
That it makes you smile
So play me a song
That only plays to my heart
And hopefully
One day
It will last
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Rebecca Taber Poem
I'm no one
I'm someone
I'm in between
Not quite sure which
But I do know
That I'm done, I'm moving on
I'm done wasting my time
I'm done playing
Your stupid little mind games
I'm sick of not knowing
What's up and what's down
It's too much stress
Too much pain
I'm not putting myself through that again
This will hurt me more than you
Because I know that I'm someone
You would never choose
I've always known it
I chose not to believe it
But I'm putting me first
No more games, no more pain
Don't blame me,you did this
I can only be ignored for so long
Well Guess what buddy?
This girl is moving on
Game over
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Rebecca Taber Poem
i know i should stop
i know i should think
i know i should stop letting my heart lead the way
it hurts to let go
it hurts to leave
but your not happy
and thats all that matters to me
im sorry things went the way they did
but despite all the pain
baby you were worth it
even if you dont believe it
i can deal with the pain
ive done it many times before
it hurts but ill live
ill make it through
i just wish the best for you
and hope that someday
we will remain friends
but if not
baby you were worth it
even if you dont believe it
and i know most likely you dont feel the same
and it hurts
and i cry
and sometimes wish i would die
but no worries ill live
ill make it through
all i want is the best for you
to you to be happy
to smile that amazing smile
that melts hearts
though you have no clue
dont give up
dont give in
you can make it
i believe
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As i wake up covered in sweat
My mind only thinks of him
And the pain that it wasn't real
That it was all a dream
As I wait for the pain
To become stronger than it is
To have that strangled hold on me
As it always does
When I dream of him
And it's only a dream
A dream I don't want to wake up from
Oh how i wish it was real
To the bottom of my core
To hear his voice, to touch him, to smell him
Just one more time
The thought , the fear
Of never seeing him again
Drops me to my knees in pain
A pain I can't describe
My heart shatters at the thought
Just one more time
would be enough
No it wouldn't
i want it all
But I don't know if it'll ever happen
I'm about to break
This pain I can't shake
Everytime i wake
I don't know how much more my heart can take
How many more times it can break
How much more I can take
I just want to be in his arms again
To feel safe again
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Rebecca Taber Poem
Sex, sex, its a a magical thing
every single guy just wants to get it in
thrust, thrust they are filled with lust
pump, pump with their junk
sex, sex its a magical thing
woman, they want the simple things
they want the passion
and the romance
well guys you dont stand a chance
men just want to get off
they dont care about the cost
woman you just gotta wait
its ok go ahead and hate
sometimes woman like it hard and fast
as long as the guy dont have gas
well hopefully one day
it will last
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