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Laendra Booker Poem
It is like my soul has been taken-
And my smile, I am only faking-
People who think they know me,
sorry, you are sadly mistaken-
I look strong, act strong, but inside I am slowly breaking.-
My tears have multiplied-
All I have done is cried-
And once again I have fallen for another persons lies-
My storm is pouring and I ask, when will it dry?-
My pain has left me numb-
Sitting here feeling very dumb-
I once again look like a fool, all red in the face-
What was the point of him making my heart race?-
When now we are apart-
All he did was shatter my heart-
I am tired of peoples words-
Stop wasting your breath, its just up in the air, froze-
Everyone hated us together from the start-
But ultimately, he stole and broke my heart-
I defended him and always had his back-
Now I feel like we are at war, and I am ready to attack-
Sometimes I wish I could just go back-
Never in my life have I felt so alone-
Scars is all I have to show for being grown-
Sitting here writting and not feeling much-
Sick at the thought that I loved him so much-
I dont want a hug, I dont want to be touched-
I am all alone, thats no mystery-
My life and eyes are filled with misery-
I help everyone but cant seem to help myself-
I have given so much, there is nothing left-
I have lost way too much-
And whatever I do is never enough-
So I will just sit here-
Praying a miracle will come here.-
Copyright © Laendra Booker | Year Posted 2011
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Laendra Booker Poem
Tears running down my face
Tired of everyone on my case
Too many thoughts, I need some space
How I wish I was in another place
Stomach turning, I need to be fed
I agree with my friends, maybe we all should be dead
Its too easy for him to put me out of his head
Todays events I dread
Cant seem to sleep
Too many questions, did he creep?
What is it that he is trying to seek?
Disgusted with everything, aggravation run deep
Noone to talk to, noone seems to understand
I fail alot so now I make no plans
Who loves me? I am my own number one fan
My heart is closed, everyone from it is banned
Looking at nothing, seeing only me
Another day I live to talk about my misery.
Copyright © Laendra Booker | Year Posted 2011
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Laendra Booker Poem
so here i am, pretty much over the pain
now just trying not to go insane
cant help it but i feel emotionally drained.
a bad start to the week
i am lost, everything i want to seek
loving him has made me weak
i lay awake in bed, hard to sleep
my feelings are running way to deep
2 wrongs dont make a right, but i want to creep
my feelings for him i dont want to keep
he touched me last night
the sex amazing but it just aint right
i want to erase him from my sight
my future with him aint looking to bright
so i am left to sort out all the emotions
still giving him all my devotion
but his love is like a curse, and i was given that potion
now i am just going through the motions.
Copyright © Laendra Booker | Year Posted 2011
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