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Nicholas Evans Poem
I was so 'afraid of it happening',
because of what my life was turning into.
I was getting ready on going to 'F.S.U.', to try and
become a 'Meteorologist/Astronomer/Computer Science Engineer.
I was so 'afraid of it happening'.
Now I have a hard time remembering things that I just thought of.
I have a thought, but next there gone. That's scary! My only control over forgetting
is writing down my days. If I remember that.
I was so 'afraid of it happening'.
It's really horrible. When I want to remember. I can't! When I'm not paying
attention to what ever is happening. I can remember that.
Some moments I think that I shouldn't 'FEEL'.
Because that's the only thing I have to keep me away from things.
I was so 'afraid of it happening', yet
I just want to finish living my life
plus making my life better than it was. :-(
Where my life is heading right now.
I sure hope that it will make my mother Happy.
I started at 'Marchman Technical Education Center,'
to try and find out what I am good at. I graduated 'Commercial Foods'
class with a 'Certificate'. I can remember myself before 'Surgery'!!!!!
I then got a new job. It is a lot better than my last one! :-) There
are many ways to make my life better, the thing is, I need to find them!
Copyright © Nicholas Evans | Year Posted 2011
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Nicholas Evans Poem
Brain Surgery of 05'
I am so Freightened, to death because it feels that it has COME
BACK! PLEASE!!!! GOD!! :'( Don't allow this to happen to me again!!!
Thank the LOrd, I actually have them though... :| Surgery after,
Surgery, after Surgery doesn't help though. It's kinda scary because the medicine
I take DOESN'T SEEM to take the SEVERE MIGRAINES AWAY!!!! I just can't live with
them. Just like before which totally SCARES ME TOTALLY!
I never want it to come back, I thought that was my past!!! I am suppose to
look FORWARD to my FUTURE, not look forward to my PAST!!! What is this? Come on
GOD? Make it right for me. PLEASE! Do your thing, come on.
Copyright © Nicholas Evans | Year Posted 2014
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