Brain Surgery 05'

Brain Surgery of 05' I am so Freightened, to death because it feels that it has COME BACK! PLEASE!!!! GOD!! :'( Don't allow this to happen to me again!!! Thank the LOrd, I actually have them though... :| Surgery after, Surgery, after Surgery doesn't help though. It's kinda scary because the medicine I take DOESN'T SEEM to take the SEVERE MIGRAINES AWAY!!!! I just can't live with them. Just like before which totally SCARES ME TOTALLY! I never want it to come back, I thought that was my past!!! I am suppose to look FORWARD to my FUTURE, not look forward to my PAST!!! What is this? Come on GOD? Make it right for me. PLEASE! Do your thing, come on.