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Mishae Russell Poem
I said I loved you,
and I meant it..
I said I need you,
cuz you're my heartbeat..
I said I miss your touch,
cuz I miss you much..
I said I missed that kiss,
for when you touched my lips..
I said I miss your smell,
cuz it has this spell..
I said I'm addicted to you,
cuz you're my own brand of heroin...
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What happens to a heart broken?
Does it dissipate vaguely like a wave in the ocean?
Or bleed like a punctured wound-
and then die?
Does it flame like burning fire?
Or crash and burn forever-
like a blazing rose?
Maybe it just quits like a forgotten love..
Or does it mend itself?
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The hurt rushes through my body like the blood in my veins..
The thought overtakes my movements as if I'm being controlled..
The chains that were once broken have formed back around the coldness of my heart..
Did the love die? Or just get lost?
Sorrow in my heart says it's searching for that comfort and that place to be safe again.
When I see your face I try to think positive instead of negative because your the only thing
that helped me get through the day..
But it sickens me to think that you really loved me because the truth came out..
The person you really are... A murderer.
Of my beauty..
Of my love..
Of my faith..
Of my peace..
Most of all..
Of my heart..
Murderer of my soul. My life.
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Anger fills my head like hot air in a balloon.
You piss me off with the stupid crap that you do.
Flirting, teasing, laughing in my face.
Playing with my emotions like a video game.
Do you not care that it hurts me?
Oh i forgot, you have no feelings.
Why do I put up with your bull?
Still lying, still decieving.
What am I to do with you?
With us?
I'm so sad now. and worried.
Is it me?
Or are my friends right?
I love you.
Don't mess this up.
We've worked so hard.
Why are you quiting?
I cry so much my head starts splitting.
I'm full of doubt,
Can we work this out?
Back and forth we go.
arguing, fighting, back to love again.
I'm tired of being confused.
I don't know what to do.
What is it I hold that brings you back?
What do you want from me?
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Just when you think it all gets better, you lose it all in one split second.
You try not to believe what people tell you but what if it's really true?
You try so hard to go by what you know but what if the person that told you, never lies?
My heart is filled with confusion and such loss without knowing.
"You try" isn't good enough. "You know" is what gets you to the part of love or hate.
Your hoping for love but even if you "think" you might know, you could be wrong. Without
knowing.
"Thinking" is the problem these days.
You try to fight for the good in someone but what if there's only bad?
But your stuck. Without knowing...
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God I know you love me,
you said so yourself,
I'm no better than anyone else.
Please forgive people who kill,
as I walk up and down this slanted hill.
Until you decide to call us home,
think of me, I'll think of you.
Walking with you on your very path,
or sitting here doing math,
your with me, God you are here!
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I wear your lucky necklace you gave me cuz it makes me feel closer to you,
and it makes my heart go from weak to strong..
I feel your presence around me cuz I carved your name in my heart
so your always there..
I wear your jacket 24/7
and your smell just sends me to heaven..
I wear your shirt everynight to sleep and as I lay there I begin to weep,
cuz when I know your there I just feel so weak..
When I see your smile,
tears begin to role down my face...
because of you,
my life is now complete!
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So much sorrow,
So much sadness,
So much hurt,
So much pain,
I don't know who to blame.
This feeling i just can't stand.
My heart once sat in your hand.
I told you it was fragile,
but you let it fall to pieces.
I don't know what to do.
My heart aches,
while the love breaks.
I feel no happiness,
I feel no compassion.
Our hands were once entwined,
but now our lives stuck undefined.
I want to close my eyes and forget.
I swear my head's about to split.
I don't know what to do.
I just want to cry.
It's coming to my eyes.
You give me no choice but to ignore you.
After everything we've been through.
But I love you.
I don't know what to do.
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Few last moments,
were in December..
Few last moments'
we spent together..
Few last moments,
we played nerf guns..
Few last moments,
we had laughs..
Few last moments,
we hugged..
Few last moments,
we spent eternity together in heaven..
Few last moments,
That you were here, were the best
Few Last Moments... EVER..
~[R.I.P Lanny Russell]~
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The truth came out-
So much to spill,
but it's how I feel.
Tired of hiding,
tired of lying.
I know your disappointed in me,
but why can't you just leave it be?
God knows I meant no harm,
it even shows on my arm.
On my knees begging for mercy,
but do I deserve it?
All I ask is to be forgiven,
but can it be forgotten?
Just take baby steps and I promise I'll show you,
what's it gonna take to get this through to you?
Put yourself in my shoes,
Now you see I can't choose.
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