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Derrek Bovee Poem
Everyone’s got a problem
Responsibility falls on me to solve them
Becoming a weight not easily carried
A heavy feeling that I’ve since buried
When it should surface I become unstable
Punching the walls until my hands are un-able
Echoing claps of my fists hitting the wood
Resonating pain through my bones as I stood
So share all of your issues
I’m here to fix you
It’s just another skeleton in my closet
An endless drip from a leaky faucet.
Copyright © Derrek Bovee | Year Posted 2011
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Crawl out of my skin
Perhaps I’ll dance with my own skeleton
To the beat of rattling bones
To the rhythm of deafening tones
Without flesh I’m free
No longer attached to my body
It’s weight now just a memory
Identity transcends me
Haunting thoughts won’t let me be
Performing my own lobotomy
Slicing away at all I’ve seen
Carving my skull clean
Another burden left behind
Such a wonderful way to waste a mind
Waltzing becomes easy with an empty head
Staggering so gracefully I could wake the dead.
Copyright © Derrek Bovee | Year Posted 2010
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Serenity can be found in simplicity
Open your mind to see clearly
Everything will be alright
Even when not visible, the sun is shining bright
I know not what comes my way,
But come whatever may.
Release your weary thoughts
Worry not about what tomorrow has yet brought
They’re merely problems not yet overcome,
Just part of life’s rhythm
Listen closely and you’ll hear,
Tranquility’s silence is always near
Happiness is not found in perfection,
But in the process of realizing you’re but a fraction,
A single particle in a grand scheme;
A grain of sand drifting down a careless stream.
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My head is always in the clouds,
Away from life’s dreary sounds
My body feels so weightless
In the sky that I caress.
I’m often so forgetful
But it’s so easy when days are dull,
Perhaps I should care more
About walking through the future’s door.
But then my mind couldn’t ascend,
No longer having to bend
To the will of your decisions,
And your ineffective considerations.
I am unshackled from fate
With all this room; I no longer suffocate.
I will always stray from standard demeanor,
And I will always be who I am; a dreamer.
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Almost perfect
Shaped and mimicked
From another’s vision
With utmost precision
A cut here
A slice there
Tailored to match perceptions
Of false conceptions
Faces cast a permanent frown
Escape is hard when the only way out is down
Falling deeper
The walls grow ever steeper
Almost finished now
As pure as the sweat from our brow
Not a single imperfection
A carefully practiced deception
Clean enough to see through
Not a spot on you
Your spine is still broken from bending
Our doctors will tend to the mending
No more mistakes
No more heartaches
Your feelings are fake
Taken away for your own sake.
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Derrek Bovee Poem
Every time I see you smile
I just want to hold you for awhile
And fall into your warm gaze
Of beautiful blue eyes that throw me into a daze.
And in this world I just can't stand
I'll stay if only to hold your hand
Facing tomorrow with an open heart,
And putting you back together when you fall apart.
Although our insecurities may vary
We all have emotional bags that we carry,
I don't care about the past
Or the valleys I must cross, however vast.
You’re the only girl in my dreams,
You keep me from tearing from the seams
So please just let me imagine your hands in mine,
Just a little longer would be fine.
Copyright © Derrek Bovee | Year Posted 2010
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Solar flares fuel my wings
Dragging my fingers through Saturn's rings
Prism rainbows surround me
In the constellation's sea
Someday I'll return to form
Stardust in the galaxies storm
Truth revealed
Time becomes a movie reel
Rewinding through spatial waves
visions of stars, my body caves
Everything is known all too fast
The mind tries to balance a weight too vast
It melts into my bones
In forms of vibrant florescent cones
revealing a map
of where the human soul inter-laps.
Copyright © Derrek Bovee | Year Posted 2015
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Derrek Bovee Poem
Inhale,
Exhale.
Numb to sensation
Emotionless pulsation
Travels up the spine
Tingling, stinging divine.
My own frailty
Does not betray me
Push the envelope,
Tighter, grows the rope.
Play with fire,
Dance on razor wire.
Unstoppable ignorance
Furthers the always expanding dissonance.
Just breathe in the smoke
There’s no need to cope,
False stimulation
Fends off foretold trepidation.
Lungs inflate,
Reality begins to deflate.
Vision blurs
Twists and slurs.
So empty,
Fate tempts me
Push the envelope,
Tighter, grows the rope.
So hollow,
Transparent rules swallow
A generation of perfection
Young and lost; without direction.
Inhale,
Exhale.
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Lines are drawn at birth
Genetics deciding our worth,
Lead along by the media on a stick
Truth burns thin, reaching the bottom of the candle wick
Born alone
Into this body I own,
Stepping face first into the unknown,
Naïve and panic prone.
Mother tried to raise me right,
Taught me how to swallow my pride; to be polite.
That the world’s a dark place when someone shuts off the lights,
She says everything will be alright, then cries herself to sleep every night.
Never owned anything I didn’t have to take
Stealing, manipulating, and lying for my own sake,
I’ve made a few haunting mistakes;
Some holding me down like ten ton shoes, anchored breathless at the bottom of the lake.
Father showed me how to be a man,
That there is not a single problem that can’t be outran
Yet sooner or later we all face the hangman,
Fleeing our problems only leads us back where we began.
Gone are the days of simplicity,
A foggy memory,
Head in the clouds
Lost in nostalgic sounds.
Introspecting what I’ve become
Drifting through the days as they come,
The deadline for adulthood arrives too early;
The death of my imagination surely.
Copyright © Derrek Bovee | Year Posted 2011
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The depths captivate me,
A river as vast as the sea.
Thoughts recede with the tide
Murky waters that swallow my pride
A crescent moon lurks in the sky
Morbid radiance that caught my eye,
So alone, yet surrounded by an ocean of stars
Imperfect orb riddled with scars.
Tracing constellations with my fingers
Only emptiness lingers,
Scanning space for the unknown
Looking for answers yet to be shown.
Home is non-existent,
But my tired feet remain persistent
One foot in front of the other
Baby steps without the help of another
Directionless I walk,
So lonely I swear the trees could talk
But I know I must continue moving
I’ll admit, the uncertainty is slightly soothing
Grinning a defeated smile
I collapse in the sand for awhile,
Searching a sky so distant
Once a man, now an infant.
Copyright © Derrek Bovee | Year Posted 2011
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