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the perfect guy will be standing 6 ft tall there to catch me if i fall walking with me
hand and hand holding me while we sit beside the beach
the perfect guy will know what the color of my tooth brush
the perfect guy would know my favorite color
the perfect guy will sit and listen to me the perfect guy will laugh at my jokes even
though there not funny
the perfect guy will have my dinner already made for me for wen i get home
the perfect guy will buy me roses just cuz its friday
the perfect guy would wake up to me and go to sleep with me and never get tired of it
the perfect guy will lend me his sweeter wen im cold
the perfect guy will let me share his pillow
the perfect guy will write songs for me and sing them
the perfect guy will let me lay in his lap while he scrapes my hair behind my ear
the perfect guy will give me that tingly feeling at the bottom of my stomach when i kiss him
the perfect guy will make me laugh at any thing he does
the perfect guy should notice wen i have a new hair cut
the perfect guy should notice when i have a new shade of lip gloss
the perfect guy would lie to me when i ask if this outfit makes my but look big jus so i
wont take another min changing
the perfect guy would know down to a t what my bra size is or what size clothes and shoes
i wear
the perfect guy will be the one to stick up for me when it gets to rough
the perfect guy will stick through whatever whenever
the perfect guy will know the color of my eyes without lookin
the perfect guy will open and hold the door just for me
the perfect guy will have eyes only for me but i geuss i wish to much
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the man beside my bed stands there and watches me sleep through to the day of my 12th birthday
the man beside my bed kneels down
the man beside my bed scrapes my hair behind my ear
the man beside my bed runs his filthy fingers down my arm
the man beside my bed touches me in the wrong way
the man beside my bed i wish hed go away he scares me
the man beside my bed beats me hurts me emotionaly
the man beside my bed listens to me scream stop but dosent hear me
the man beside my bed stole my childhood from me now all i have left are thought of my
first love
the man beside my bed is now the man sleeping in my bed while he lays his dirty arm around me
im screaming inside get off of me but im to affraid of saying the wrong thing
the man sleeping in my bed can hurt my feelings just by looking at me
the man sleepin in my bed i will never forget cuz of his smelly breath angry eyes and
hurtful words
the man sleepin in my bed i hope he dosent try to stand by my daughters bed the man
sleepin in my bed made me have innocent little children before i was ready these poor
innocent children i take my pain and misery on them
the depression will soon eat away at my bones and soon he will become the man sleepin
alone in my bed
and noone cares about it cause im still here with him
scared llonley in misery and filled with hate toward everyone around me
my relationshps will never be the same ill always c his face and he will haunt me im scared
so lord i ask once again please help!!!!!!!!!!!
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The girl behind this picture has a sad past
the girl behind this picture feels responsable
the girl behind this picture hates the life she lives now
the girl behind this picture wishes it will all go away
the girl behind this picture is lonley from the disaster that has become her
the girl behind this picture is terribly mess up
the girl behind this picture believes the only way to make it go away is end it all
the girl behind this picture has hurt people in the process of living in the life that has
become of her
the girl behind this picture her eyes hurt from crying
the girl behind this picture cuts her arms and lets the blood hit the ground like stone
hitting concrete
the girl behind this picture is lied to and manipulated
the girl behind this picture is eatin up by pain emptyness hate agression
the girl behind this picture needs to go back to the day wen it all started
the girl behind this picture hates everyone thats held her back from being herself
the girl behind this picture hates the way she looks
the girl behind this picture had her life stolen before it was her time
the girl behind this picture lives a life of depression
the girl behind this picture thinks its best if she ends it right now
SO BYE!!!!!!!!!!!
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when the clouds roll in i'll be waiting for u
when the clouds roll in ill be wishing u were here with me
when the clouds roll in ill be hoping to c u
when the clouds roll in ill be dreaming that one day your hand will be in mine
when the clouds roll in ill be prayin that i lay down beside you
when the clouds roll in i will be lookin at the same moon u r when the clouds roll in
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how could u leave me with just my innocence
how could i was just a baby
how could u forget all about me
how could u not take me with u
how could u just sit there and help not help me
how could u throw him away i hate u for that
how could u say he dont love me
how could u let me not have nothing to do with him
how could u leave me with only little memories of u
i cant stand it i hate u both of u for everything if u would have takein me i could of
avoided all of the crap that has become of my stupid painful life
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