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Kierra Varble Poem
My own death doesn't scare me
But yours terrifies me
I pray my last breath is a sigh of relief
Sometimes I'll push you away
Hoping you'll just pull me closer
You could slit my throat
And with my last gasping breath
Id apologize for bleeding on your shirt
Id die for you, but little do you know I'm already dying
You see the girl on the outside
But if you saw the girl on the inside you'd leave to
You'd realize I'm broken beyond repair
I'm not who you think
I fake a smile everyday and you believe it
I tell myself I'm okay and even I don't believe it
I could promise you to be strong
but in reality I'd cross my fingers behind my back
I love you to death
but I'm not sure how much longer I can love you
Ive been holding my breath and trying to forget
But everytime i think back i feel regrets
So yeah, my death would be fine
But your would break me even more
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Biting the inside of my cheek til it bleeds
This is what my anxiety does to me
Waiting to eat, pushing back my sleep
Eating problems come back natrually
Row by row, shelf by shelf
Ocd impacts my mental health
Shakeing here, moving there
Adhd has me everywhere
Wanting to be normal just one change
But all these problems flood my brain
Wanting to be like them
Calm, nice, collectd and make amends
But all these problems come back again
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Empty apologizes
Heartless words
Killing me mentally-till Its all blurred
Pulling me away from everything I know
Telling me you love me
But your words cut straight to the bone
Taking your time letting me cry
Hoping one day we run out of time
Why won't you ever let me say goodbye
Let me go...let me leave
I'm begging on my knees
Please please please
Don't keep me here
Let me face my fears
Please let me out
Im drowning in my tears
Emotional abuse till my days are through
Seeing red across the room
You drug me through the dirt
Just to feel alert
Empty apologizes
Heartless words
Killing me mentally-till Its a blurred
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Kierra Varble Poem
Ive been told not to judge a book by its cover
But now that our storys over
I see the cover was right
You wernt the one for me
You were the one who made me internally bleed
The one who broke me and made me wanna leave
Every word you said like a knife to my back
Thinking if i sat quietly my heart would stay attached
But im still on the curb sitting lost words slurred
What was the point on running me away
Making me carry all of your pain
Nights dark, time sparks
Wish we spent all out time apart
But i let you in, i gave you control
Thats a story always untold.
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Kierra Varble Poem
help.
the song, the lyrics, the music.
its burning, my hearts on fire.
listening to it makes me think of your words
sitting in your car singing "ill always love you"
you lied...
you turned the radio in my heart off
you took my heart and the left, left like we didn't love each other
like the memories left your mind.
you're not the reason i write
but you're the reason i write with emotions
the reason i scream and cry and wish i was in the sky certain nights
the reason why i hate going to the ocean.
im drifting away in the deepest sleep
barley holding on, no longer being able to breathe.
Whitneys no longer on the radio
now i listen to zevia
everyday on the radio.
you cant turn the radio in mt heart off anymore.
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Kierra Varble Poem
We keep going in circles
Til we fall to the ground
The silence is supposed to be quite
but its getting loud
Slowly i stop breathing
My heads in the clouds
You can hear my thoughts
Before i say them out loud
I hate the way you look at me
Like if i am your whole world
I had to end things
Before i turned into nothing else
I apologize many many times
But my heart tells me your upset with me
And i still cant figure out why
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Kierra Varble Poem
I saw you walk in with that grin you always wore.
with the hoody that you always gave me so I would be warm.
im cold now, freezing in the love that we always swore
breathless, tangled in what was from before
i feel the walls caving, what happened to the god above?
i feel my mind racing, gosh i feel stuck
they say addiction kills, am i finally dying
because when i look in the mirror, i see a girl lost from crying
you were my addiction, my weakest point
i thought losing you would completely break me
i guess i was right
lay me in the dirt, flowers over me
play something soft, something i used to sing.
because if addiction really kills, it'll happen to me
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I'm not worth a lot
But you are
Your more then the moon and stars
You hold the key to my deeply broken heart
Your more then everything and I tear myself apart
You love me but I'm dead
Mentally I'm gone
But you don't care
Youd love me till the sun runs out
Till the end
I'm not worth a lot
But you are
Your special and wonderful
And I'm not
I'm bruised and never enough
I'm sorry if you think my writing is sad
But the truth is so am I
im not worth a lot
But you...
Your worth everything and more
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