addiction kills

I saw you walk in with that grin you always wore. with the hoody that you always gave me so I would be warm. im cold now, freezing in the love that we always swore breathless, tangled in what was from before i feel the walls caving, what happened to the god above? i feel my mind racing, gosh i feel stuck they say addiction kills, am i finally dying because when i look in the mirror, i see a girl lost from crying you were my addiction, my weakest point i thought losing you would completely break me i guess i was right lay me in the dirt, flowers over me play something soft, something i used to sing. because if addiction really kills, it'll happen to me