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Heather Bateman Poem
Light my world with fantisies
For there shall be a day in a life
Where the stars smile so bright
cause I see your smile
and I know my day will be all right
cause your right there next to me
as I go on my first day of school
it may not be as easy as I thought it would be but
I know your right there next to me
And I smile at the thought of you smiling as I sing this song to you
I've always knew just what to do
Someday I will be a superstar
I will give us the life we never had
we will be a happy little family
no matter what I do I will always try
cause I am not giving up on the lady who gave me life
Cause your right there next to me
As as I go off to high school
It may of got a little better since you been away
I smile at thought of you looking down at me and saying "im proud of you, im proud of who you became, my sweet little angel
is growing up"
I am not letting go of what I used to have
I am just being happier cuz I know its what you would want for me
So look back at all we have been threw
Its your time to shine and give that girl what she derves
I have grown but she is still so young
I will be there soon enough
I only got a few years to go
So while I am away
Make sure her happiness is still with you
She will love you forever just like I do
Cause I see your smile a thousand miles away
I know we will meet again
So for now I will remember
that smile on tuesday night
tucking me in and telling me "goodnight"
cause your right there next to me
as I am coming home
I have my own little family now
We are coming to visit and say hello to you my dear
I see that smile as I am driving home
its been a long time since ive seen your beautiful smile
So dont forget that I love you
I have always been here to help you understand how a kids heart
can change so fast whens they have been threw a lot
Someday they will tell you thank you
I have a learned alot from you
I dont know what or who I would be
So I want you to understand that you dont have to be here for me
I trust in you
Like you can never see
I can hear you saying "I love you"
I have always had faith in you
I hope you know you will always be in my heart
Copyright © Heather Bateman | Year Posted 2011
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Heather Bateman Poem
I love my little sister with all my heart
But she is always in my personal life that has nothing to do with her
She tells me to stop going into her personal life that I am not in
Well I have a life
I have feels inside me to although some times I may not show it
I have other feelings other then love
I have other feelings then boys
More importantly I have feels about who I am in life
Who I want to be
Who I am now and who I wanna be
How can I tell her that I dont wanna always have her writing on all my poems
How can I tell her that not all the poems are about me
How can I tell her everything that I just wrote in this ?
Copyright © Heather Bateman | Year Posted 2010
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Heather Bateman Poem
Through the good and the bad
I was always there for you, why were you never here for me when I really needed it the most
and now everything is gone because I could not handle always wondering if you will
ever come to help me when I really need it
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Heather Bateman Poem
Music is my life and it helps me from getting my heart broken
Most people think I am crazy for trying to distract myself from falling in love with someone
besides you, but the true is I am afraid that I will fall in love and then get hurt again
I am just fine to wait for you because we have true love baby and even if we are ten states
away that does not have to stop our love
Most my friends try to hook me up but thats when I bring out my music
The one thing that can not break my heart
The one thing that will love me forever
The one thing that I can relate to
And most of all its the one thing that distracts me from finding someone like you
I only want you in my life time
You have to understand that I will not wait my whole life
If I cant have you I will find somebody who can make me laugh
Someone who can make me cry out of happiness
All these things are things that I loved about you
As I grew up I figured out that nothing will ever be the same
I know it sucks it could always be worse than what it is
thats what you told me before the accident happened
I wish that could have been me and not her
I would have tried to at least save you and she just walked away
She was being someone else once she was done with you
Now as I think I have to move on but my love for you will always be the same and I will
always say my favorite three words and think of you and the last night I saw you "I love
you"
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Heather Bateman Poem
To this day I wonder
Why mom?
Why did you have to leave your only daughter for all those men?
Wasn’t our happiness enough?
I was still trying to deal with not having a dad at all
Though I wanted a dad
That did not mean I wanted you to go on a thousands dates, and bring one man home
I wanted my real dad
I wanted a real family that knew me better than I would ever know myself
But I guess what I wanted did not matter to you mom
I have suffered major depression
A hole in my heart that the doctors are unable to see
They see I am going threw a lot of pain
Though the one thing they can’t see is how much it is hurting my heart
Every night as I lay in bed I think that my life will get better
I will be wanted someday
By a mom and a dad that will actually care about me
Well guess what my dad
The one you told me wanted nothing to do with me
Wanted something to do with me and tried to see me as much as he could
But you kept saying no to him
Causing my little heart enough pain
I was only three years old and eventually got older
Why would you do this to me?
If you ever want me to forgive you than think this though mom
I have suffered all my nights crying in pain because I didn’t have a mom nor a dad
While other girls were laughing, talking about boys, talking about what girls talk about
Since you were always out I never had anyone to talk to about anything so
I cried my eyes out like a waterfall that will never stop
So to be forgiven you will need to think about how much pain you have caused me
You will also need to be a real mom, don’t worry about buying all that make up
You are pretty on the outside and the inside can change eventually
But do this one thing for me
Take care of my little sister Rylie she deservers a better life than I’ve ever gotten
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Heather Bateman Poem
You told me to be strong
said I would need to need to be strong
I never actually thought that you would not be here to help me
why why as I scream you were just so young
I want you back I want you back
Back with me back with me
Back to where I can hold your hand and know that this world around me will be good
I can still see that smile
the one you gave me on independence day
We will all remember you
remember that you saved the world for all of us
remember that your alive alive
I still see you see you
In my dreams and I dont dont ever want it to change
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Heather Bateman Poem
She watches as no one moves
She wonders where she is at
Taken by a man she has no clue of
She wonders if he will ever let her go
She wonders why he ever took her
She wonders where her family is
I wonder everyday when this girl will be found
I keep watching and hoping she will appear
I watch the family
Leaves are falling
So are tears
The sun is shining
When rain should be pouring down
What a sick man to take a young girl
With potentional to be someone
To make something out of her life
To be someone that other people would be jealous of
To have a family and make people proud
Because of this man
No one will ever know if she have this this
No one will ever know if she will be coming back home
No one ever wants to think that she will not be coming home
No one wanted to ever see this girl leave
This world is not what everyone expected
For you kayla I wish that you will be found
Be happy with your family
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Heather Bateman Poem
Winter snow all around me
Perfect time to think things though
Perfect time to have fun with friends but also to cuddle up to my lover
Kissing under the missle toe's
These are the perfect things to my winter break
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Heather Bateman Poem
I do not like my state of mind
I'm bitter, querulous, unkind.
I hate my legs, I hate my hands,
I do not yearn for lovelier lands.
I dread the dawn's recurrent light;
I hate to go to bed at night.
I snoot at simple, earnest folk.
I cannot take the gentlest joke.
I find no peace in paint or type.
My world is but a lot of tripe.
I'm disillusioned, empty-breasted.
For what I think, I'd be arrested.
I am not sick, I am not well.
My quondam dreams are shot to hell.
My soul is crushed, my spirit sore;
I do not like me any more.
I cavil, quarrel, grumble, grouse.
I ponder on the narrow house.
I shudder at the thought of men...
I'm due to fall in love again."
Copyright © Heather Bateman | Year Posted 2011
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Heather Bateman Poem
Butterfly fly away I know u will be able to
Understand the world because you came out of out of your shell
Tonight you will fly and find your place in this world
Tonight you will remember that you are beautiful as can be
Everyday I wish I was as beautiful as you
Reminding myself that in a way that I am like you
First I was a baby then a grew to a teenager and
Later I will be an adult and find my way in this world like you did
You will be fine, fly away to your place we have been together for a while now
Tonight I will remember my best friend
Tonight I will cry because I miss you
Tonight I will pray we will see each other again someday
But always remember I love you too
Copyright © Heather Bateman | Year Posted 2010
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