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Living among dead corpses
My creativity becomes stagnate
As I surround myself with
Dreamless adults never realizing
Their full potential in life
Witnessing generational leeches
Attacking the mind, soul and legacy
Of an unsuspecting youth
Instead of experiencing daily
Burst of DMT in his pineal gland
He is subjected to
Buffoonery, treachery
Tricked into selling his birthright
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Being lost seems to be my only option these days
Confusion appears to outweigh common sense in my life
My ability to reveal truth from lies has wreck havoc on my brain
I now strive to train my thoughts to linger in limbo
Never truly desiring to leave
This is now my fortress my solitude
Fear/Despair/Lies/Failure
As I clutch my razor and feel the etching of the sharp metal
I’m forced to think back to a time when
I had a dream, had a plan, had a voice
Now all I have is just a corner
Not even my corner
As my peripheral view is constantly reminded of
Your pathetic attempt to hold on to the past
To a woman that I’m sure was drowning as am I
In the room of torture, clutter and stale air
She has now become my hero
Because she mustered enough strength
To run and start anew
New this sounds foreign to me
My tongue has difficulty allowing
The syllables to dance off my lips, mouth
I have to stop and regain my composure
Hope is something of the past
Hope is no longer associated with me
I now live in a corner stationed between
Past & Despair
Robotic movements mimic life
But as you approach you stand to smell
The vile carcass of my flesh slowly dying
Despair is my friend
Past is my new position in life
I had peace, love and happiness once
I felt it flee each and every time I
Entered your suffocating presence
Mister Kill Joy you have successfully
Accomplished your task of
Killing Me!!!!
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They say the eyes are the gateway to your soul
Revealing the dark side of my inner man
Constant contrast deep inside of me
I’m ready to release the beast
This world is not big enough to contain my presence
My energy is drained when people want to claim to understand my lonely walk in this so-
called life I live
Control is what they truly want to own
Enslaving the very essence, beauty, creativity that they were drawn to in the beginning
I’ll revert back to my ancestors and start a revolution on them
Denying them of the pleasure to capture my spirit
I arm myself with my automatic weapon, grenades and my shield
Reciting my mantra “though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no
evil”
Ears ringing, my heart singing my precursors song “way in the water”
Bullets are tearing my enemies in half
Mutilated bodies are multiplying
Afraid of turning around to count my glorious victory
My arms are heavy
Broken glass shattered around
I hear a familiar voice crying
It is me my inner man
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Virtuous Woman
5 Feet 5
Queen
Matriarch
Witnessing the untold wisdom in your eyes
Protector by nature
Shielding your offspring with
Care
Gentleness
Flawless skin glowing as the Indian sun
Survivor
Warrior
Bearing the scars
Burdens of
Past
Present
Generations
Emerging as a phoenix
Transforming into your
Victorious state
A new day given by
GOD
Walk no Run
In the anointing
My virtuous
MOTHER
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My eyes reflection
Captivates my true beauty
Inner me in me…..
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Your essence
Strolled gracefully
The alluring fragrance
Of your spirit
Titillating our noses
Forceful
Tremendous
Energy
Surged throughout your big boned frame
Leaving a residual
Trail of
LOVE
LAUGHTER
SISTERHOOD
FRIENDSHIP
LIFE
Never knowing
The true sacrifice
Of your tireless
VIRTUE
That you willed
To us
For us
We Love You
Paula...
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Melodies of trombones
Flutes and trumpets
Masquerading in the
Moonlight of passion
Fingers strumming
Rhythmically across
My nipples
Crescendo rising as
Your tongue enters
Inside of me
Flashes of light
Energy surging throughout
My thick frame
Dancing harmoniously
We become one fused
With the polyrhythm of
Acid jazz
Simultaneously depositing
Our sexual eruptions
Into each others
Mouths…
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Not me I said
You aint never gonna get me to stay
Batting my eyelashes
Rolling my eyes
Huffing Puffing till you realize
That I’m not
Submissive or Subdued
Hey you over there
Get on up and dance to this beat
People pleaser
Wannabe
Sad isn’t it
That I’m not
Submissive or Subdued
Wifey Material
Spirit of light
But you will never get your knight
Until you become
SUBMISSIVE & SUBDUED
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As I grow into the women I was created to be I stumbled upon the man that I felt was made
for me… I have to admit my flaws was the reason this union could never be but it could
never hide the love I felt for thee
Now that I’m stronger, wiser, and no longer spiritually bankrupted I still pray that one
day this man could muster the words that I long to hear…
Love he stated I knew nothing about….
Silly girl you should never love with expectations, limitations but with an open heart
full of acceptance…and unselfishness
As my heart sank deeper into this harden shell of rejection and despair I stand screaming
to the top of my lungs I DO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS…
But unfortunately he does not notice or hear me… when I pray at night that my soul will
win this fight SO I CAN finally get this walk of salvation right…
But precious KING of mine I do know what LOVE IS: unselfish loyal and benevolent concern
for the good of another
Never have I ever wished you any harm my precious KING or that you lack any of GODS FAVOR
LOVE WILL MAKE YOU DO THAT… PRAY FOR SOMEONE NO MATTER WHAT…
But as I always do my KING I will go back and start this sketch yet again maybe next time
I will get the color scheme right that when you look into my eyes you can see and know
that you are loved
LOVE WILL MAKE YOU ENDURE…. EVEN WHEN YOU KNOW YOU WILL NEVER……..
REMEMBER I’M YOUR BIGGEST FAN……….
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Expression is being who you want to be
Not perpetrating someone you claim to be for ME
Trying to hold me hostage with your lies…
Thinking because you were between my thighs that you got me hook lined and sinked….
Getting me all vexed, tensed and unsure of my own emotional rationalization
Emotionally retarded LITTLE MAN you are….
Hiding in your private world filled with
DECEPTION, CAMOUFLAGE and over used ADJECTIVES….
I understand why you were drawn
To my VOLUPTUOUS, SEXUAL, SPIRITUAL ENERGY
You wanted to experience what is
REAL
TRUE
PURE
You had your chance
You speaking in parables, emotionally crippled, insecure MAN…..
I can’t believe I let you get into my head let alone my BED….
But you could never penetrate my spiritual man…
I was before you CAME….
I will always BE the SAME….
G.O.P
GODS….
ORIGINAL….
PROPERTY
SCRATCHED BUT NEVER BROKEN
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