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Josephine Scott Poem
Wounded by its lack
Distrustful of it
Inured to its absence
In thrall to its allure
Fooled by its simulacrum
Estranged from it
Paralysed by fear of losing it
Inexorably exposed to it
Resolved against it
Consumed by longing for it
A scholar to its foreign texts
A slave to its compulsions
Compelled to search for it
Forever
Hopeful
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Too painful to hope
And foolish to dream
Turn away from it all
That's easier it seems
Forget about heart
Abandon the soul
Lead with the head
Forge a new goal
To shut out the hope
Protect from the pain
Rewrite the dreams
The rules of the game
Send it down deep
This unbearable need
Cover it over
No more shall it bleed
Less painful this way
No love to be yearned
Contentment enough
Alone can be learned
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My pain is not big enough
All around me other people lay their pain bare
Exposing their insides to the world
I witness, I watch
Learning only that
My pain is too ugly and not bad enough
Mine to bear alone
My pain is unfinished, unpolished
Who am I to lay claim to such distress
My pain is not special enough, not shameful enough
I perform too well, my pain hidden from view
My words are not adequately evocative or provocative
My despair is mundane, boring
Not worthy of attention
My pain is self made; my own worst enemy
Not deserving of pity
A self-defeating paradox, a self-fulfilling prophecy
Nothing to be rewarded or tended to here
My grief, unremarkable; my sorrow, too ordinary
The unbearable pain of my existence: an overused cliché
Nothing special in my brokenness - not broken enough
My pain is not bad enough - yet must be edited to spare others
Hide the depths of despair, the tears, the dark moments
Lest I be too much and simultaneously not enough
Too sensitive, not strong enough to bear the weight
Yet, strong enough to hold the pain of others
To bear witness, to soothe, to contain
A paradox of pain and self loathing
Poetry of self pity the only salve
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To trust is to risk betrayal
To need is to risk emptiness
To hope is to risk rejection
To feel is pain
Head too busy
Heart too heavy
Skin too thin
Feel too much
Turn away from it all
Pull up the drawbridge
Turn off the lights
Detach and numb
Deny feeling
Reject need
Stifle hope
Trust no one
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I want you to come to me
Like the moon comes to the sun
Like an inevitability
Like dawn after deepest night
I want you to come to me
Like waves breaking on the shore
Like a natural order
Like calm after a raging storm
I want you to come to me
Like the moth drawn to the flame
Like irresistibility
Like sweet release from exquisite pain
I want you to come to me
The oxygen breathing life to my fire
Like symbiosis
The reciprocal synergy of desire
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So heavy
Too heavy to hold up my head
I rest it on my arms
Too tired to be today
So weary
Too weary to pay much attention
To the chatter and the questions
That beset me today
To hope, to dream
To wish for better
All of these things escape me today
No sun can be glimpsed
Through the dark gloom
Of today.
And so
I wait for tomorrow
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Hot on the heels of need
A feeling like no other
A crawling, spreading sensation
Insides leaking out
Too painful to show
Too needy
Too sticky
Repulsive and ugly
Overwhelming urge to hide
Curl up; defend with rejection
Soothe with avoidance
The bliss, however temporary, of numbness
Until
Need is awoken again
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Wounded
Distrustful
Inured
Enthralled
Fooled
Estranged
Paralysed
Exposed
Resolved
Consumed
Scholar
Slave
Compelled
Searching
Hopeful
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