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Amelie Williams Poem
my past doesn’t define me
only teaches me who i don’t want to be
and if that’s something you cannot see
then it is time for you to leave
i cannot change what i have done
i cannot be a new person everytime i pick up the phone
and if you can no longer call me home
then i know it is my time to go
i cannot change the past
i cannot spend my entire life looking back
i cannot pick up those broken racks
because all of those plates already smashed
a bull in a china shop
i cannot get the past to stop
so you can feel free to hop
but the past helps define the person i am not
broken people are broken people
and no one is there for me still
i am continuously paying at the till
with my past being my unpaid bill
if you cannot move on
then you may as well be gone
because what i have done i cannot change
but i can still be held accountable and blamed
i cannot go back in time
no matter how much you continue to whine
my past is only a sign
to direct my future from behind
if you make me feel continuous guilt
i cannot feel comfortable like a quilt
the friendship will continue to wilt
like a vase of flowers that’s been spilt
my past doesn’t define me
only teaches me who i don’t want to be
and if that’s something you cannot see
then it is time for you to leave
Copyright © amelie williams | Year Posted 2024
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Amelie Williams Poem
i rip open my wardrobe door
i fling the clothes
left
right
covering the mess i made
i could clean it up
or i could leave it
leave all the clothes scattered across the floor
as if it were a map to understanding me
behind every messy room is a deeper story
shirts that drape over my chest that were supposed to protect me
ripped open with criticism
the armour of the shoulder padded blazer wasn’t enough to protect me
the tie that snakes around my neck
strangling me
the top button of my shirt bites into me
sinking it’s venomous teeth
poisoning my mind
do i look ok
are my clothes alright
i pull them off of me
scrubbing my skin
trying to be clean from certain clothes
but once someone sees you wearing something risky
once you flash someone
once you undress infront of someone
you cannot take it back
but these are just clothes
right?
i can cover up and wear new ones
try find new armour to repair the old
and my room is just my room
i can just shove all those clothes ok my floor to the side
i can continue to hide under the piles
and i am just me
but there is no escaping that skin of clothes.
Copyright © amelie williams | Year Posted 2024
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Amelie Williams Poem
Like flowers in bloom
Our love died soon.
Copyright © amelie williams | Year Posted 2024
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Amelie Williams Poem
like beating a drumstick she beats her own heart. she bashes it around by lending it to others, but the wood splinters striking people. what people don’t know is that is just her hard front personality being worn away, to reveal the vulnerable raw stick underneath. the stick that used to beat to others hearts and had to be repaired again and again by the damage others did. they wore all of it away until it was bare. no one can see a drumsticks broken until it snaps. until it is undesirable and unable to be used any longer. even then people take beats out of it for fun, slowly hitting snapping her heart. can no one see her drumstick is bare, that it is all an illusion. but everyone is too concerned with their own drums to care about this one.
Copyright © amelie williams | Year Posted 2024
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