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Kendall Daugherty Poem
I can't remember when the last time i was happy.
I mean I don't even know the feeling or if there's any left in me.
what did I do to deserve this?
I was just a kid when mommy first hit me.
I didn't know why, and I didn't dare ask questions.
I was just a kid when I saw my mom drink that hole bottle of liquor.
I can remember that, but I can't remember this last time I was happy, and I ask myself.
was I ever happy?
Copyright © kendall daugherty | Year Posted 2024
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Kendall Daugherty Poem
People say” its her loss”
But was it her loss when i stayed up all night
Wishing she would call?
“It's her loss”
But was it her loss when I lost her? I felt like I lost everything.
“Its her loss”
But shes my mom
I shouldn't have to beg for her love…
“Its her loss “
But was it her loss when all I wanted was her?
“It's her loss”
But she wasn't the one whos world ended when she left
“Is her loss”
But was it her loss when I cut so i dont miss her?
Im so sick of everyone saying it was her fault
Bc its not
I just bought the bad side out of her
But “her loss right?
“It's her loss”
But she's not the one dying inside
Copyright © kendall daugherty | Year Posted 2025
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Kendall Daugherty Poem
It's the day after you killed yourself
Your bed is the same
Your bf is texting you seeing if your ok
Your uncle comes into your room to make sure you are ready for school
And sees you laying there..not breathing
He starts panicking and calls your other uncle crying he can't seem to find the words..
Your dogs are whining at your bed winding why your not moving
The police get there and announce that you are dead.
It's a week after you killed yourself and everyone is at your funeral even your mom
The service was so sad and everyone couldn't believe it
You seemed to be doing so well…
After the service your uncles went home and cried
It's a mouth after you killed yourself
Matthew doesn't talk about you anymore because it hurts him to much
Everyone is hurting and doesn't understand
Bailey still can't believe she lost her best friend
Now it's been years since the night you killed yourself because you thought you were a burden and everyone would be happier without you but the truth is ..
There not
You will be missed…
Your uncles still haven't moved on they tell you goodnight and they love you every night even though your nor there
So just remember kendall it won't last
This pain your feeling
It will go away
And always remember that you have people that would not be ok if you left this world
You're more special than you think..
Copyright © kendall daugherty | Year Posted 2025
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Kendall Daugherty Poem
At the end of the day
How do you feel?
Are you ok?
Can you sleep peacefully?
If so, good for you.
Because at the end of the day
I'm in pain
And i stay awake until my demons give me peace
But they never do
At the end of the day
Where do you see yourself
Dead or alive?
Happy or sad?
Are you lonely?
Are you your worst enemy ?
Or do you go to sleep filled with dreams of hope and laughter
Cause i don't
I fell asleep hoping i'll wake up someone else
Tell me
What's your worst fear at the end of the day
Is it that it's going to rain tomorrow?
Or is it that I hope the rain in my head will go away?
At the end of the day?
Copyright © kendall daugherty | Year Posted 2025
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Kendall Daugherty Poem
love its a crazy thing
really
it makes people go nuts
they'll do things they never thought they do but most of all it breaks you
it tears you apart it leaves you naked and bruised
someone once asked me have i ever been in love
and i said i was or at least i thought i was
but we really never know do we?
maybe its the butterflies or the way he makes you blush
or when he kisses you you feel like the world just ..stop's
but one day it will all go away and all thats left is this crushing pain
and you'll wonder will it ever go away
yea love is great until it kills you until it makes you this person you never knew existed
there you go that's what love really is
Copyright © kendall daugherty | Year Posted 2024
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Kendall Daugherty Poem
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if i was enough.....
i would talk to anyone i would want
i would have sex with the lights on not care about my size or my body
if i was enough
i wounldt care what people think of me ill do whatever i want
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i would be free
free of the chains that life has on me
i would sing i would scream i would eat whatever i want
without everyone staring at me like im the fatest people ther couls be...
if i was enough
but im not and ill never be at least thats what mommy told me and you have to
to you mother our your a bad daughter and nobody wants that
maybe one day ill be enough but not today........
Copyright © kendall daugherty | Year Posted 2024
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