people say it's her loss

People say” its her loss” But was it her loss when i stayed up all night Wishing she would call? “It's her loss” But was it her loss when I lost her? I felt like I lost everything. “Its her loss” But shes my mom I shouldn't have to beg for her love… “Its her loss “ But was it her loss when all I wanted was her? “It's her loss” But she wasn't the one whos world ended when she left “Is her loss” But was it her loss when I cut so i dont miss her? Im so sick of everyone saying it was her fault Bc its not I just bought the bad side out of her But “her loss right? “It's her loss” But she's not the one dying inside