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Love Me Forever, Its What You Do Best

Only beautiful, because you see me

Copyright © Natasha Jordan | Year Posted 2009



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Young Miscarriage of Justice

A secret life
A forgot memory
Everyone moved on 

But me.

Live on, live on
My secret one
I'm sorry your life
Had barely begun

I'll die with this love
In my heart
Please don't forget it
It's all for you
Because every day you've been dead
I'll die too

Your still there someplace
One day I will come back for you
I'll find you
And I'll take you home

The thought of you still lingers there
No amount of sorry will change that
I left you all alone

But I will find you
When I find myself.

Copyright © Natasha Jordan | Year Posted 2009

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The Thoughtless Bus Journey

I sit amongst you
But you don't know
I try to imagine where you go
Or where you have been
Is life good to you?
Or do you wear a fake skin?
Are you happy to be here?
Or do you just not care?
Are you thinking like me?
About the other in front?
Or more important issues?
Or so you think they are
Are you thinking of poems?
Or saving the world?
I can't digest how small
You look to me now
But how big you probably think you are
Or how you will have an affect 
On my existence
Good luck on your path
Do your best to benefit mine
Even though you will never know
What an impact you will create
Your gone
And so are the thoughts

Copyright © Natasha Jordan | Year Posted 2010

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In the Mirror

Hi there,
Do you remember me?
I'm still the same,
My body,
Is hated by
The only one who should
Love what they have

All I see when I look 
At my face
Are scars that will not 
Wash away

I see a person who does
Not deserve to be a part of me
Tired eyes from troubled tears
Blackness that covers
What isn't me
A body so big
It strives attention
When all i want to do
Is hide away
Fade into the atmosphere
Your everything I hate in life
Everything I despise I see in myself
One day I want to see myself
And not be abhorred 
By the illusion I see
In my distorted world
By the ugliness that sickens me

By you

Meaning me

Copyright © Natasha Jordan | Year Posted 2010

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Ten Milligram Friend

I like you
My little periods of joy
Not sure what
We are like together
Probably not a good combination
But I love you all the same
You make me tired
But content
You make me forget
To pay my rent
I'll listen to sad songs
But I wont cry
Because I've swallowed you
Deep down inside
You make me feel warm
A blanketed kiss
You wrap around me
Sheilding the mist
The fuzzy thoughts
Still in my head
But uninterpreted instead
Of feeling bad
And feeling low
I'm not a sad girl anymore

Copyright © Natasha Jordan | Year Posted 2009



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Just the Way It Is

I tried to wake you up today
Like I always do
All I did was try to care for you
Like little girls should.

Mummy, mummy
Please don't die
I need you to be here
By my side
Brothers always crying
Because he doesn't understand
That mummy only leaves us
Because living makes her sad

The whole street 
Thinks your crazy
As you try to hide
The scars that made you
Your whole damn life

Why cant you just forget
Why cant you leave
The past alone

The doctors didn't care
The police were never there
As the screams of a little girl
Spilled out
Into an air of madness

Watch me bleed
I learned this from you

You were my devil
Stealing my innocence
Stuttering words I'll never forget
"Your Nothing"

Your eyes cut deep
As the knifes are aimed at me
Your love was a weapon
Puncturing my heart
You broke me
I'm a wreck.

Copyright © Natasha Jordan | Year Posted 2009

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Before I Go

Does it make you happy?
Does drowning in the sea of sadness
Take your breath away
Just for a moment 
If you could see
The spinning stop
And notice the world around you

But you never will.

Do you believe your own lies?
Because it's all you've got
Is life worth living?
When you forgot 
Yesterday.

Will you remember?
What you did to me
In twisted dreams
Or will the alcohol sedate you?
From all you see

Copyright © Natasha Jordan | Year Posted 2009

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I'M Never Happy Song

I don't know what I'm sad for
I don't know why I'm crying
Gonna go to bed soon
Because I feel like dying

"I'm never happy song"
This ones for you
Everytime that door closes
My heart it breaks in two

It's not your fault
That you don't care
That you can hurt your girl
When your not even there

Invisible tears to you 
Because you'll never understand
When are you going to realize
That this is just the way I am

How can I be good for you?
I try so hard, you see
That I get so low and tired
Then the sad grows inside of me

My head is sometimes hazy
I can feel it drag me down
I don't know how to change it all
I think its too late now

Am I just completely wasted?
Does it have to be this way?
There seems that nothings left for me
At the end of another day

What am I even living for?
When my appetite for life is never full
Trust me it was never your fault
I want good enough for you

I'll never know my own worth 
I'll never see your side
Hate me all you want 
Because I do, all the time

Copyright © Natasha Jordan | Year Posted 2009

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Not Your Baby

Excuse me mister,
What do you see?
Do you notice my insecurity?
Do you recognize who I am?
Or what I want to be?

Is it important to care?
What was in your life
...But wasn't there
Can you see the girl
Thats trapped inside?
When will you let her go?

I'm not yours 
Your just the cause
Your proud of something
That never was
Open your eyes
Listen to the words spoken
What you have found 
Is already broken

It's too late now
Just say goodbye
Taunting as
The hands of time
Tick by in your lonely place
The mind that's hidden
Behind the face

Doesn't know you,

Doesn't love you,

Doesn't care.

Copyright © Natasha Jordan | Year Posted 2010


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