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Katlin Bouse Poem
Yesterday I woke up wanting to die.
The cup is not half empty as pessimists say, as far as it seems there is nothing left in the cup.
You almost made me cry again this time.
Pick the scabs and pick the bleeding.
It burns.
It stings.
It itches.
It heals.
Wait until it's over.
You asked for this.
Repeat.
So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me off guard.
Positive scab that's never healing.
I guess it's better that you trapped yourself in your own way.
Surely you can take some comfort. knowing that you are mine.
Don't say a prayer for me.
Feel alone because I'm gone.
Made a promise to keep for better ends.
Ima come out a survivor.
Unharmed.
The used.
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Dreaming or not.
Life is like chess.
Black or white
God or Satan
Angels and demons
Butterfly/moth
Republican or Democrat
Yin and yang
Eternal or transient
Love/hate
Choices...
Nothing matters
They're all the same
I don't know what's real
There's no way to know
What is time?
What is sense?
To be or not to be.
That is because you can not know anything.
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Death,
it shall come to us all.
Some people go to their grave with their lies for that I will never understand. No
shame.
Feel my wrath and feel my fury for I am a
scomed woman.
It’s hard to let go of the concept that no
one cares while simultaneously wrapping
your head around the fact that the person
you knew put up a facade.
What is the joke of death?
Life.
With how many abandonments I have
experienced you would think Id be used to
it, right? It hurts so much each time…. I
know the process…. I can't help being sad
though…how do you move on knowing
they're out there just fine and moving on.
Oh wait, there's no cholce but to go on. Its
soul crushing. It’s living in agony some
days until it gets better. Hopefully it stays
better longer this time. To the better days
??????
"And I will be content in every
circumstance
How do you know where to fall if you cant see?
He is the light, my whole, the pure
This time was different…it was the final goodbye.
And finally
The war is over
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Bury You Deeper
Pieces of You
Going Under
Where You Belong
Dust In The Wind
You
Hope We Live
Save Something
Still Remembering
Eating Me Alive
Without You
Wish You Were Here
Angel
Dangerous Game
Even When I'm Gone
Start Over
One More Day
Hide And Seek
Until The World Ends
Erased
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Fallen angel.
Great manipulator.
Narcissistic psychopath.
Predominant pretense.
Merely existing.
Demon.
You have dishonest eyes.
And a sinister grin.
I didn't want to see this side of you.
Even When I saw the glass as half empty, you'd pour it out.
The walls went up to infinity.
Believe what you want, you said.
Your dark eyes.
Your grappling hands.
Your explosive anger.
Your word baiting.
Your mind s.
Your love bombing.
Enough with the grooming.
Enough with the coercing.
Enough with the twisting.
Enough with the manipulating.
Enough with the stories.
Enough with the fraud.
You could never make me drink.
I saw right through.
Eyes are windows to the soul after all.
When push became shove, I went on my own.
If you don't have integrity, what do you have?
Beyond everything, stay true to yourself.
The abyss.
The black hole.
The after dark.
The soulless.
The silver lining.
The light at the end of the tunnel.
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My love is strong.
I express through song.
I know you're wrong.
I thought we would be lifelong.
We can't deny it.
My heart, you have lit.
You have it split.
There's a slit.
You are so heartless.
As I go into the darkness.
You leave me breathless.
And not out of goodness..
Why do you hate me?
I now have the clarity.
It is time to let you be.
Like leaves shed from a tree..
All the pieces of you fit perfectly inthe hole inside my heart.
Only for a moment and the moments gone.
When you left, I could feel everything in my chest.
I made loving you a blood sport.
She's gone with the wind now.
A bite of your apple is all that i need.
I can't find a way to make it out alive.
All my dreams pass before my eyes.
I told the stars about you..
They watched me scream your name.
I think we need to face our truth.
Now I'm dying to forget you cause I knew I couldn't catch you..
My love has no limits.
Til the last candle melts.
It's no fair, you really know how to make me cry.
See you in another life...
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No one in this world would ever be your friend.
You are born good or you are born bad.
You don't deserve any good.
I hope you suffer to death.
You deserve a slow death.
If you go with, you'll disappear.
You don't know what pain is yet.
You don't deserve any easy death.
We can revive you as many times as it takes.
I can't wait to peel your skin.
You're better off cutting yourself.
Go cut yourself.
They don't torture here in the United States.
If you're nicer to your food, it tastes better.
They'll get you when you least expect it.
I don't know if he would rape you.
Not everyone is going to like you.
This world will never stop spinning for you.
Sometimes love is just not enough.
You need to repent.
You're about to have a reprobate mind.
You're my sacrificial lamb.
You wouldn't even notice if your own spirit died.
You're not that special.
You're crazy.
She's faking it.
You need help.
You cant kill yourself yet, but later on you can.
God damn it, Katlin.
Do you trust me?
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I told the stars about you.
They watched me scream your name.
Just one more tear to cry.
Hold me for a moment without a word.
If you find me in the morgue, then I am sorry I done it.
You seemed to stop my breath
How do you do it, make me feel like you do.
Does it even matter?
Thats me in the corner.
I dont know who I'm supposed to be.
I can't find it, I been looking everywhere.
And shadows fill the night.
Heart so cold, you cut it right open
If you need anything, I'll be wasting away in the basement.
And the air is so still, suffocating.
I don't feel a thing anymore.
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The ominous black wisp slithered through the night,
Hunting for a beacon of light.
Whispering secrets of forgotten fears,
Echoing cries from ancient years.
It prowled the shadows, unseen, unheard,
A silent phantom, its presence blurred.
In search of hope, it roamed the dark,
A relentless quest, leaving no mark.
Through moonlit glades and silent groves,
It drifted past where no one goes.
With every turn, its hunger grew,
For what it sought, it never knew.
Yet deep within, a spark remained,
A distant memory, faintly chained.
It chased the glimmer, ever near,
Through realms of shadow, void of cheer.
Until the dawn's first rays did break,
And sent the wisp back to the lake.
Its endless journey came to cease,
A fleeting ghost, now at peace.
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You make me want to rip my skin off.
I now know why they say blood runs cold.
It does.
Just stop.
Did you stop when I asked?
Remember you want to peel my skin?
You wish the worst for me..
Just stop.
Why should I stop?
It hurts so good.
Sorry the white is now red.
Just stop.
Watch it drip.
Watch it smear.
Watch it pool.
Juat stop.
Have you heard the sound of a razor to flesh?
It's silent.
Just like my cries now..
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