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Rhiannon Morgan Poem
At times you made me laugh,
Most of the time you made me cry,
At times you made me feel,
As if i were to die,
I didn't want to cope with what was happening with me,
I thought you were my hero? ,
You were ment to be my Daddy,
You made me feel unloved,
You made me feel unwanted,
The only times i seen you,
Was when you were drunk,
The first time i seen you sober was when i was fifteen,
But it was too late then i already had my family,
I don't need my so called childhood hero,
Thats what i thought of you,
But you just pushed me away and didn't believe i was yours,
That is the worse feeling and time in my life,
Where my own Father would deny i was his child,
I used to think i was adopted,
I used to question Mam all the time? ,
I don't really think your a family man,
I just think your a bully and a coward,
I don't need a Father,
I have my Mother,
she has been like a Mam & Dad to me,
Its wrong she had to play both roles,
Thats all i ever wanted was your love and attention,
But i felt i never got it i hardly ever saw you,
You were either at work or down the pub,
The times i did see you,
You weren't in the best of states,
The things you did,
Didn't make me believe,
That you loved me or cared for me at all,
Daddy it felt like you were never at home,
I remember one time,
You bought me a present,
That one small thing ment more to me than your words,
Its as if you hated your family,
I now just believe that it can't be put right,
You did things out of spite,
You say you'd come and visit,
I'd get all ready to go,
Last minute you would give me a call,
You would say you couldn't make it,
That you forgot you had plans to go out? ,
You chose drink over your own daughter,
It felt as if you betrayed me,
At the end of the day you made your choice,
You spoiled it over things you chose over your own daughter,
I thought i'd get to know you,
But you were still the same person deep down inside of you,
You always thought it was the money you could use,
But i didn't want that i just wanted you,
You were my dad still are to this day,
But there isn't a price you could pay to make up for what you've done,
You've made me who i am today,
The one thing in the world i most wanted from you,
It was priceless,
But you still had an excuse,
Your love and attention,
Wouldn't have cost you anything,
But as i have said YOU chose the drink.
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Your everything to me,
You wouldn't even imagine,
Your everything i've ever wanted,
Your so precious,
Your so special,
There's something inside,
That keeps my heart beating,
It's you that makes it happen,
It's you that keeps me alive,
All i want is for us to be together,
Forever and ever,
Forget the outside world,
Do whatever we want,
Be able to live our lives,
Happily and not be judged,
As long as your happy,
I don't really care,
As your my everything,
And i never want this to end!!!
Love you baby Girl!!! xxxxxxx xxxxxxx
Copyright © Rhiannon Morgan | Year Posted 2010
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Rhiannon Morgan Poem
I feel so empty,
I don't feel right,
You make me feel as if,
There's no light,
It feels so sudden,
I feel confused,
Why let me down so soon? ,
I thought you'd changed,
Obviously not,
You tie my stomach,
Into one big knot,
How could you choose her over me? ,
I'm your daughter,
Ment to be your family,
You wanted me in your life,
You only care when you want to,
When it suits you to your time,
You never supported me,
You hated your family,
You wanted me when i wasn't there,
Now you got me you just don't care,
Why bring me up if you cant look after me? ,
Why have me if you don't care? ,
Why lie to me?, Why are you never there? !!!!!
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I can't believe i got you,
I can't believe your here,
I can't believe that knowingly,
My life is set with you,
I can't believe its happening,
It's all going so well,
I can't believe we're leaving,
Not seperatley,
But as one,
I can't believe your always going to be here,
But i hope you are,
I'm so glad i found you,
And so happy right now,
We have come a long way,
Since the beginning,
I love the way you smile at me,
When you tell me you love me,
I hope that you love me,
As much as i do to you,
I hope that we'll last,
As long as you think we will,
It's all about give and take,
And i'm the one who's lucky,
And i hope that,
Nothing will ever go wrong between us!!!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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From the minute i was born,
I prayed, hoped and wished to be daddy's little girl,
As i grew up i started to realise,
That everything i prayed, hoped and wished for weren't going to come true,
I had faith in that person,
I called Dad to change and start realising,
What his little girl wished for,
But it never happened,
Not event o this day,
I'm 14 yrs old,
I have given up on praying, hoping and wishing,
And i know in my heart,
I can't give that man a second chance,
I wanted to be Daddy's little girl for so long,
But it's too late now................
I know deep down this will never happen.
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I wanted you as a hero,
I wanted you in my life,
I wanted you to be my Dad,
I needed your love,
I needed your attention,
I needed you to be there Dad,
I thought you'd support me,
I thought you'd care,
I thought you would be there,
Through thick and thin,
Through troubled times,
Just through everything!!!!
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I miss them so much,
What have i done? ,
Is it me, i must be dull,
I am so lost,
I am confused,
I need some help,
What do i do? ,
I cut and cut,
I watch it bleed,
It's such a relief,
It does help me,
I know it's stupid,
I know it's dull,
I need the help to figure it all out,
I loved you then,
I still love you now,
I needed you there,
I need you now,
I love you dearly with all my heart,
Nothing will ever break us apart,
Your a great man,
Your loving and caring,
Your generous and sharing,
These are my words to you .........
I love you more than words can say,
I think about you everyday,
I look in the starry sky at night,
And i'm just hoping your alright.
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Grampa i love you,
Grampa i miss you,
Grampa where are you? ,
Grampa i can't see you,
Grampa your remembered,
Grampa your never forgotten,
Grampa i wish i was with you,
Grampa your in my heart.
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The cutting The cutting,
Is just a release,
From all the pain,
From all the grief,
The cutting The cutting,
Is so deep,
Its a pattern in life,
For me to see,
The cutting The cutting,
It feels so numb,
The pressure in my head,
Of when my life begun,
The cutting The cutting,
Looking back,
That cutting don't happen,
Its all in the past!!!
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I want to give up,
I know i can't,
I'm doing all i can,
To make everyone proud,
I want to give up,
I know it's not right,
I've got to rethink,
And think of myself,
I want to give up,
There's too many people,
Who know i can do it,
Who believe in me,
I want to give up,
It seems so wrong,
I believe i can do it,
I must carry on!!!!
Copyright © Rhiannon Morgan | Year Posted 2009
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