Dear Grampa

I miss them so much, What have i done? , Is it me, i must be dull, I am so lost, I am confused, I need some help, What do i do? , I cut and cut, I watch it bleed, It's such a relief, It does help me, I know it's stupid, I know it's dull, I need the help to figure it all out, I loved you then, I still love you now, I needed you there, I need you now, I love you dearly with all my heart, Nothing will ever break us apart, Your a great man, Your loving and caring, Your generous and sharing, These are my words to you ......... I love you more than words can say, I think about you everyday, I look in the starry sky at night, And i'm just hoping your alright.