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My Demon Lover

My sweet demon lover
So kind yet
So dark
Your embrace
You touch
Your kiss
I claim I am neutral
But you make me want to choose sides
The side of good
Or bad
Which one
I do not know
My sweet demon lover
Why do you torment me so?
My insides are racking
At this choice
To stay you
Or my friends
I cannot deside
And I'm sure I never will
For I love friends
But I'm in love with you
My Demon Love

Copyright © Disa Rodriguez | Year Posted 2010



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Dark Valentine

Blood is red
The dead are blue
What you said to me is not true

I cry and cry
Night after night
I try and try
To fight and fight

Fight away the fears
That are you fault
I need someone to wipe away the tears
And lock them away, forever, in a vault

I am doing the oposite of what I've been taught
To never show my feelings
See what you've wraught?

Will you catch me if I fall back?
Usually, I would have expected that
It's just not how you act
Your said "love" for me is something you lack

Copyright © Disa Rodriguez | Year Posted 2010

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Not You

No words exchanged
Within too many days
It kills me inside
As the blood tears
Roll down my cheeks
Who will wipe them away?
Not you
Not anymore
Not ever
How can you?
I never see you
You never see me
When we actually do talk
My voice revels nothing
Not to you,
The love of my life,
Not to anyone
I love you with all my heart
But then again
My heart hurts
It aches
Everyday that passes
What,
Who,
Will help yield this pain?
Certainly,
Not you

Copyright © Disa Rodriguez | Year Posted 2010

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Her

Smile and Laugh it'll all go away
Everything, I say, will be okay
It's all alright
I put up a good fight
For it all to end 
My heart is not for him to mend
I smiled and walked
Out that door, I almost balked
He never knew that which he lacked
Which were true feelings, So I'm never turning back
Though I thought I would never give up on this
I knew it had to end from our last kiss
A casual pressing of the lips 
Was a juvenile as two closed fists 
I'm sure he feels no pain
Whereas mine is as vast as water and rain
Standing out in the open, tears run down my face
It's dark and uninviting in this place
It's cruel and mean
It shines and glows with an evil sheen
I want to go back to how we were
How it was before her

Copyright © Disa Rodriguez | Year Posted 2010

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Sleepless Nights

I can't sleep at night
I seem to be kept awake
With thoughts of you running through my head
Questions race across my mind
What if?
What would have happened if I had done something different?
Was it something I did?
Was it something I said?
One year of this sleepless abyss
I crave sleep
I long for it
Yet it does not come
Just to get your face out of my head
For your laugh still rings in my ears

Counting to a hundred more than twice
Singing myself to sleep
None of it works

I feel lost
And confused inside
Like there is something missing
Something I can't get back
Something I will never get back

Is this feeling the feeling of true love?
Love so strong it keeps me awake for countless hours at night?

Sleep won't come
All because of you
My loyalty must be greater than I thought
Because I am still hung up on you
Even after a year has passed

Copyright © Disa Rodriguez | Year Posted 2010



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A Proposal

Your on one knee I take a breath Its hard to breathe I know whats coming The little black velvet box And your pose says it all I love you You love me But I'm promised to another And you know him quite well Your brother I love him He loves me I'm in love with him As he is with me As I am with you But me and your brother Our love is...promised Our promise is old and true Our promise won't be broken So I avoid your question And walk away You fallow me As we walk To our secret place

Copyright © Disa Rodriguez | Year Posted 2010

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Loveless

Lovless
A word that means one without love
Which is what I am
No one cares
Not even the one person I can be myself around
The one person I actually love
Is still in love with his ex
He cares
I know he does
Somewhere beneath that tough exterior I know he cares
He is just afrid to show it
I love him
And before I was afraid to show it
Because I was afraid he would turn away
And never talk to me again
I dont want that to happen
But it has
He wont talk to me
Not because i told him I loved him
But because I said something really idiotic about his ex
We havent talked in awhile
And if he is happy this way
As long as he is happy I will be happy
And I wil stay the was I have been
Loveless

Copyright © Disa Rodriguez | Year Posted 2010

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Untittled

My Feelings are betraying me
I try to beileve
In what my mother used to tell me
That everything happens for a reason
But that I cannot beileve
I cannot beileve i was meant to be this sad
That I was meant to feel this pain
That my life was fated to be this way
Everything is sliping through my fingers
Just like sand
Then it flows in the wind
Traveling away from me
Out of my grasp
I will never reach it
Even tough I try
Okaa-sama, gomen nasai, 
I cannot beileve anymore
I will miss the way the things you said
Used to explain everything
Even tough they never did

Copyright © Disa Rodriguez | Year Posted 2010

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North Star

I wished upon a shooting star...
For the perfect man...
But like that shooting star...
The perfect man lost his glow...
And died...
So now I turn to the ever faithful north star...
And wish the same thing...
Because like the north star...
The perfect man will always be there...
Forever shining and glowing...
All for me...

Copyright © Disa Rodriguez | Year Posted 2010

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You Have My Heart

You message everyday
You call everyday
You say all things
That girls want to hear
And it works
I know we will be together soon
Next year
But that is to long to wait
I want to see you now
And I know you want to see me
And for you to have me for the first time
Is what we both want
I will give it all to you
Everything I am
Every fiber of being
Even my heart
Belongs to you

Copyright © Disa Rodriguez | Year Posted 2009

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