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Disa Rodriguez Poem
My sweet demon lover
So kind yet
So dark
Your embrace
You touch
Your kiss
I claim I am neutral
But you make me want to choose sides
The side of good
Or bad
Which one
I do not know
My sweet demon lover
Why do you torment me so?
My insides are racking
At this choice
To stay you
Or my friends
I cannot deside
And I'm sure I never will
For I love friends
But I'm in love with you
My Demon Love
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Disa Rodriguez Poem
Blood is red
The dead are blue
What you said to me is not true
I cry and cry
Night after night
I try and try
To fight and fight
Fight away the fears
That are you fault
I need someone to wipe away the tears
And lock them away, forever, in a vault
I am doing the oposite of what I've been taught
To never show my feelings
See what you've wraught?
Will you catch me if I fall back?
Usually, I would have expected that
It's just not how you act
Your said "love" for me is something you lack
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Smile and Laugh it'll all go away
Everything, I say, will be okay
It's all alright
I put up a good fight
For it all to end
My heart is not for him to mend
I smiled and walked
Out that door, I almost balked
He never knew that which he lacked
Which were true feelings, So I'm never turning back
Though I thought I would never give up on this
I knew it had to end from our last kiss
A casual pressing of the lips
Was a juvenile as two closed fists
I'm sure he feels no pain
Whereas mine is as vast as water and rain
Standing out in the open, tears run down my face
It's dark and uninviting in this place
It's cruel and mean
It shines and glows with an evil sheen
I want to go back to how we were
How it was before her
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Disa Rodriguez Poem
Your on one knee
I take a breath
Its hard to breathe
I know whats coming
The little black velvet box
And your pose says it all
I love you
You love me
But
I'm promised to another
And you know him quite well
Your brother
I love him
He loves me
I'm in love with him
As he is with me
As I am with you
But me and your brother
Our love is...promised
Our promise is old and true
Our promise won't be broken
So I avoid your question
And walk away
You fallow me
As we walk
To our secret place
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Disa Rodriguez Poem
No words exchanged
Within too many days
It kills me inside
As the blood tears
Roll down my cheeks
Who will wipe them away?
Not you
Not anymore
Not ever
How can you?
I never see you
You never see me
When we actually do talk
My voice revels nothing
Not to you,
The love of my life,
Not to anyone
I love you with all my heart
But then again
My heart hurts
It aches
Everyday that passes
What,
Who,
Will help yield this pain?
Certainly,
Not you
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Disa Rodriguez Poem
I wished upon a shooting star...
For the perfect man...
But like that shooting star...
The perfect man lost his glow...
And died...
So now I turn to the ever faithful north star...
And wish the same thing...
Because like the north star...
The perfect man will always be there...
Forever shining and glowing...
All for me...
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I wanted you in my grasp
But it seems i am too late
For someone had stolen you from me
She has you in her grasp now
And it doesn't look like she is letting go
Anytime soon
But why would you lead me on?
I thought you were my friend
You could have been something more
If you hadn't of lied
So now I wake to an unpleasent reality
And I realise
That you will never be mine
I will never have anyone as mine
But at least there is hope
That one day she will let you go
Out of her grasp
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Disa Rodriguez Poem
You message everyday
You call everyday
You say all things
That girls want to hear
And it works
I know we will be together soon
Next year
But that is to long to wait
I want to see you now
And I know you want to see me
And for you to have me for the first time
Is what we both want
I will give it all to you
Everything I am
Every fiber of being
Even my heart
Belongs to you
Copyright © Disa Rodriguez | Year Posted 2009
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I will stay with you
I said I would stay with you
You can trust me
Yes...
I still love him
Yes...
I'm still in love with him
But I'm with you
He won't take me away from you
Don't you trust me?
Babe please don't get mad
Why are you raising your hand against me?
...
Yes I know I made you do it
Yes I know you love me
Yes I know your sorry for...
Hitting me again
I understand
It's my fault
I won't make you do it again
Yes I'll stay with you
...
Yes,
I love you
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My Feelings are betraying me
I try to beileve
In what my mother used to tell me
That everything happens for a reason
But that I cannot beileve
I cannot beileve i was meant to be this sad
That I was meant to feel this pain
That my life was fated to be this way
Everything is sliping through my fingers
Just like sand
Then it flows in the wind
Traveling away from me
Out of my grasp
I will never reach it
Even tough I try
Okaa-sama, gomen nasai,
I cannot beileve anymore
I will miss the way the things you said
Used to explain everything
Even tough they never did
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