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Morgan Brown Poem
I miss my best friend
the one that became my lover first.
I miss the late phone calls
I lost so much sleep.
Promises I some how knew you'd
not keep.
I miss my new family
The kids and your mom
All gone.
I miss the greatest thing I knew.
Hungry though
my blades are gone,
I had my sister rid me of them.
Where did that idea come from?
If only you knew what i'd give
If only you'd come back
to me, my dearest.
Stick around, you don't have to
know I will always want you.
I wish you knew I would love you
as
my old best friend.
Webs i've weaved, nothing but what
i've done and lost
stick and bleed.
This was never an intention.
Repulsive
Bloody
Craving
Repugnant
Hatred
It flows in my system, inside my
skin.
I want your taste back on my
lips...to stay.
I crave my old lover, need my best
friend. I'll still beg when I'm dead.
Copyright © Morgan Brown | Year Posted 2012
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Morgan Brown Poem
Never hold, never breathe.
Never love, never bleed.
Wake up late, think of you, hold back my
tears and fight the days.
No more love, no more hurt.
Lock me up to hide my heart. To this end will I see, all
I ever wanted die.
Burn it now, burn the ashes, burn
it till its all burnt up. Let the wind take it away.
All those words and times, I loved so dearly.
All those times I cried a million times over.
Never run. Never stop. Always fight, never drop.
Sing the words. Dry the eyes. Let them fall one
more day. In return for the pain I felt.
Never hold, never breathe.
Never love, never bleed.
Copyright © Morgan Brown | Year Posted 2009
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Morgan Brown Poem
I would have listened to you
scream, and hear the songs you ate.
I would have held your hand when
all the drugs wore away. God forgive
me, for being this bad child, but god
you know I loved him....oh you know
I do.
As that night wore down, and with
all my tears, I knew I would never
have you back, but that forever I
could be yours. Pleading never
slowed you down, and my tears
were just an after pain for you. No
more than a punch to the face, and
i'm sure you knew what you were
going to lose.
God forgive me for being this bad
child...but god you know I loved
him...dear god you know I do.
I keep waiting for the wish I made at
the same time twice, everyday. The
wish that made us never ending.
The time I can't bear to know I'm
living in twice a day now, without
you. I want my body to always be
sleeping, when I have dreams with
you. I find sometimes that you're
almost there which makes me sure
I'm in some of your dreams too. I
miss your tongue, because mine is
sharp and bloody. I miss your lips
that called my name, and whispered
when you loved me. Your skin was
always one of my favorites, oh the
many times it made me feel...but
god fogive me for knowing that i'm
lost now as this small girl.
God forgive me....please help me
home, back to his arms I love. They
were my favorite, carressed and
loved me, god i'm such a horrid
child.
Please forgive me for, oh my god
you knew I loved him, as much as I
still do.
Copyright © Morgan Brown | Year Posted 2012
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