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Amanda Swan Poem
I hate being sober
I can’t wait for this day to be over
So I can be high
So my body will feel like I can fly
So I can be with my friends
And enjoy this life that to us will never end
I hate being sober
I can’t wait for this day to be over
So my body can feel numb
So I wont be under the gun
And all I will be able to think about is having fun
I hate being sober
I can’t wait for this day to be over
So I can go to tons of parties with my friends
And drink gallons of Bacardi until the night finally comes to an end
And It’s morning again
I hate being sober
I can’t wait for this day to be over
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Amanda Swan Poem
Some nights you talk to me
And some nights you don’t
Some nights you call me
And some nights you wont
Some nights your a friend
And some nights your a lover
Some nights your lame
And some nights you try and spit your game
Some nights you want me
Some nights you hate me
Some nights we talk for hours about nothing
And some nights we talk for minutes about something
Some nights think of you makes me want to cry
And some nights you save me because I think I want to die
Some nights I wonder if we will ever be
But then I wonder what night will you set me free?
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I hate that when I think of you
I can feel your body pressed against mine
Like we are one with our souls intertwined
I hate that when I talk to you
I can taste your kiss
And my body fills with a total bliss
I hate that when i see you
You put a smile on my face
And make me feel like Im in a totally different place
I hate that your to stubborn
To tell me how you really feel
I hate that you know
What’s going on inside of me
Without me saying a word
I hate that every night
I fall more in love with you
And that I may not ever know how much I mean to you
I hate that I long for your touch
And your kisses so much
But most of all I hate
That one day we will be together
That is our fate
But right now I have to wait
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Amanda Swan Poem
Some days I feel like Im not all there
And like no one cares
The pain I feel is getting harder to bare
and no one is there
I wonder if anyone would notice
if I was gone
or would it just be one less head on the Bong?
Some days I wonder if the people I love
Love me too
Some days I wonder will I ever stop thinking of you
And will you ever really love me too
But then some days I don’t let myself think
I just live
I live for the moment and do things
most people would never do
I laugh till it hurts
for no reason at all
Im up for doin any 8ball
Just give me some jack and some crack
and Ill never look back
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To some my lifestyles alarming
To me its charming
I don’t know what’s going to happen next
And I like that part the best
I never kiss and tell
Only because the stories are to long to tell
I love all the dangers that I seek
And the new people that I meet
My life's not hard
But its not easy
You couldn’t do it if you tried
So don’t sigh when you walk by
Yes I hear you when you talk
You think your better than me but your not
You should be envying me
Because my life’s everything you want yours to be!
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She’s the life of the party
And her favorite drinks Bacardi
You cant go anywhere with her and not have fun
There are only a few things she's never done
She’ll steal your hat with a smile and a wink
Then she’ll say something that will make everyone stop and think
Her blonde hair and blue eyes
Has every guy mesmerized
We talk for hours on end
About this crazy life
That we pray never ends
If you see her up in town
She’ll take away your frown
And give you a night that you’ll never forget
She lives to be dared
And dares to live
This crazy lifestyle that she knows
God may not forgive
We’ve done to many things to count
And don’t think were about to run out!
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Amanda Swan Poem
When I close my eyes your all I see
I wonder if we will ever be
I need to break free
And be who I need to be
Your like a drug clouding my mind
when I talk to you I lose track of all time
I need to rewind
My feelings for you can’t be described
I need to stop trying to hide
And just show you what’s really inside
Your the one I need
Your better than any drug could ever be
even ecstasy
Now I know how you really feel
Its unreal
This feeling that you make me feel
I don’t know what to do
when all I can think about is you
I wonder if you will call
or be there to catch me if I fall
So I wait and I wish
Thinking of the next time we will kiss
And you will put me in to a total bliss
Now all that I can see is that you and me we’re Destiny
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I gave you more than I ever thought I would
Iv told you everything
but I guess you never understood
You know me better than anyone I know
And still your feelings you just wont show
Why do you make me happy and sad
at the same time
And why are you always on my mind
Some nights I wonder if you ever think of me
If you ever think that we will ever be
I need to stop thinking of you
Cuz Im starting to freak out
I need to find a way to let
all this pain and anger out
Im so confused I dont know what to do
I need to find a way to stop thinking of you
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I know all about you
And I know all about me
And I know my life's not how its suppose to be
The Cash
The Clothes
The Money
The Hoes
I know all about
what Im not suppose to know
I know your fake
There’s no way you could be real
Your so unreal I bet you can’t even feel
The pain this world causes
I bet you can’t even see
Because you spend all your time lying to me
I don’t know why you do it
And Im starting to not care
The pain you cause Im beginning to bare
I can’t wait for the day you wake up and see
You really do need me
And Im not going to be there
And the pain will be to hard for even you to bare
And I wont even care
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Amanda Swan Poem
Why do people hate
And discriminate
Because of the color of someone else's skin?
Why do people think
That the color you are on the outside
Defines who you are on the inside?
Why are some people so close minded
That they can’t look past color and race
You look into my face
And tell me you don’t like another race
Just because they don’t look like you
You must really not have a clue
I feel sorry for you
You only get one life to live
So why waste it
On this petty bull shyt
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