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Vivian Brazier Poem
I have felt betrayal, been broken hearted. I've been called names and taken advantage of.
I have been used, manipulated and conned and made to do things I didn't want to do.
I have allowed these things to happen. I have been an enabler, a just smiled and kept going.
These have built a rage inside of me that comes from the pit of my stomach it's like a bear waking after the winter to no good.
I am starving for love and furious that I have been betrayed and deprived of it.
I could attack and find a feast or i can learn from it and prepare myself for next winter and stock up on what I need so this doesn't happen again.
I'm not a baby bear I'm a grown bear full of wisdom in the bank and prepared to use it this time, because I can see a feast for many that would like to sit on my table after the winter and appreciate and treat me well, and for the leeches, the takers the Narcissistic snakes, let them try to size up someone else but be prepared to take me on.
Because I am a Bear fiercer than many, try to do me wrong, but remember I'm not forgiving.
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Vivian Brazier Poem
It amazes me how some of these human forms feel they are masters of decorating words to get something they desire.
When they are doing there so called skill they are not aware how transparent they become. But it will never pass by the 'some of us' who only need to take one look to see exactly what they are.
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My eyes can't believe what I am seeing,
My ears can't believe what they are hearing,
I have no words for those naive beings,
And my hearts and mind confused by mixed feelings.
Does Anger come into play or do we forgive the words they say?
Do we feel sad for how they are thinking?
Living a life controlled and slowly sinking?
I once tried to worn them, just to be mocked and slowly condemned.
By who I call my people my dearest and nearest, family and friends.
Some of us see it so clearly, where others only see things like rain on glass very bleary.
So I will look after myself and the ones I love and pray to God our above, for all the sheep on earth, who's life will never really be there's or of real worth
Sad to say but oh how true, just stumps my mind, so crazily.
No control,no say, no freedoms when manipulation is your existence. Some may be content with that, and that is fine.
But I will not be complacent and owned by those who want their power and ego grown. Who aren't happy with what they have so they
Will selfishly take from me.
Who do they think they are how unhumaine and evil can they be, thinking they can fool the world that we are so stupid we won't see.
So the sheep will slowly release me and think they are safer, and it won't be a problem you see because they have been programmed to be empathy free and soon they will totally forget about you and me.
Slowly one by one group by group will disappear and they will be gone and we will be here.
Copyright © Vivian Brazier | Year Posted 2022
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Vivian Brazier Poem
Sometimes in your life there's a love, that comes along.
This particular love you long for you don't need to wish for because it's written its ment to be and it will happen and you know it's going to be wonderful, its part of you it's what makes you whole.
In my case it is truelly my sister.
The minute she was born she was mine forever. I looked at her and knew. The connection between us so powerful and wonderful there are just no words to describe.
And as she's grown into this amazing women she's got every attribute I could have dreamed for her.
She is beautiful down to her core, she's intelligent in a text book way and wise before her time,
Yet she's extremely witty and funny and can bring me to tears and the amount of belly laughs she has made me have has caused me pain and to wet my self copious amounts of times.
She is full of heart, so loving, empathetic and caring beyond words, organised and practical, but carefree and messy when she's having fun.
She is black and white but open for reason and alternative ways.
She is not judgmental, but if needed will pull you in line out of concern and love. She is spiritual and harmonious. She is ambitious and successful and thirsty for knowledge and new things.
She is generous and will help you in anyway she can and is old School in her mannerisms and has utmost respect for the elderly and needy.
She's a family girl and will do anything for all and they know she has got there back. She's a mother an outstanding, mother blessed with a pigeon two that she totally deserves and has completed her world.
My sister to you I say Thankyou. Thankyou for giving me the privilege of having you as mine. As my parents masterpiece and my lifelong gift the most precious gift I have ever been given.
My love for you is the sort of love that will never compare to any other and my wish to you is of eternal love, health and happiness and for every wish for you to wish to be granted for too.
I love you my little sister and all I can say is you changed my world the minute you entered into it and life just hasn't been the same.
You are my Earth angel my gift from the heavens above and how lucky am I to have had the opportunity to feel real genuine, heart exploding love.
Thankyou xxx
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I want to live in a world where newspapers and all media are filled with true people, true stories of kindness and happiness rather than hypocrisy.
Where the earth soil is not a stage where the scripts of man, based on egos are played out , instead it is treated as it is a precious privilege most valuable than it even knows ,a life support system something everyone should value.
I want to live in a world where war can't be remembered, because it never was.
Where no one would ever be hungry because every tree, every plant bor abundant fruits and nutritional riches,
Where we live love and feel it for what it is, not what we have been moulded to be fearful of, rather than drawn to, Where love isnt Autophobic, lustful sex driven, controlled or evil.
To love the time with yourself because it's like being with your best friend,
Where a world of anonymous acts of kindness isn't a feeling its an action, that ripple across the planet and hugs the earth along the way healing its old wounds.
A world that doesn't work on balancing black and white, it automatically blends the two together, recognising that they would never balance as perfectly as being together as one.
That being kind is human nature and a worldwide currency, manifesting rich connections and abilities to maintain harmony, the perfect transaction, so that each transfer sends a beat joining our hearts and deposits the most intense hum that creates the energy that brings us back together with everything in our world.
To think that this is impossible is because of our egocentric reality that causes us to create limits in our thinking and put boundaries up to change ,causing that opportunity for good to be missed and become sadly an human made impossible.
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Delusion, confusion does anybody care,
Silence, isolation is there anybody there?
Frustration, self hatred, all I do is stare,
Defeat, repeat, like a ride at a kids fair.
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Vivian Brazier Poem
I find it hard to find the words for how much I love you,
For that warm feeling I get in my heart.
For that shiver that waves over me making the hairs on my skin stand up.
That makes the words either not come out or come out as gibberish,
And my knees to become weak threatening to give way just from the sher sight of you.
The smell of yours that lingers behind fills my head with confusion,making me oh how blind to anything else, but the scent of your smell.
So how can I put how much I love you into words and to tell you how hard I have crazily fell, without ending up looking like a crazy fool.
My world is the happiness when I am loved by you.
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Vivian Brazier Poem
They say everything happens for a reason,
People come into your life at the exact moment you need them, some stay for ever, some for a while , some even more briefly.
It doesn't matter how long they stay everyone of them make an impact in some significant way.
Maybe they helped you get strong for a situation or move on from one.
Maybe they shared a big life experience or played a big role in a small one.
It could of just been that smile that you needed as they walked past you on the street.
Either way when they turn up it always happens for a reason .
When they go it can feel really sad like someone has died, or when they are ready to go sometimes you don't want them to so you hold on to them not willing for them to go.
Confusing your feelings of gratitude and love for something bigger.
Until suddenly one day you realise they might be there in body but there soul left long before.
That's when it goes from love to dependency. It's not that they don't love you it's just that their soul has stayed too long, as it more than likely was meant to be somewhere else. But you loved them and didn't want them to go and somehow urged them to stay.
You will know when that time comes, when that spark isn't sparking, when there's no more talking, or making plans together for the future.
When you wake up in the morning no kiss or cuddle and your days are spent seperate not together like in the beginning.
When togetherness is sitting in silence both minds wandering thinking of different things. No "guess what's" or talks of everything that happened in the day.
Sadly eventually leading into "You didn't tell me that", or "Your invited by the way".
So when that soul and yours don't connect anymore it's time to say thankyou and let that soul go on its way.
Because remember there are no coincidences in life, they were in your life when you needed them to be.
So let them free, You both have new things awaiting for you... that will happen exactly when and where and with who it's ment to be with.
Basically everything works out in the end and it always "happens for a reason".
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Vivian Brazier Poem
I feel like I am invisible,
Totally not visible to the eye in this reality,
I feel like it is choosen not to see me, like I am something that needs to be avoided, something grotesque or horrible to the eye,
Like something you avoid when you can't deal with it.
I feel like I'm invisible,
Totally not visible in this world,
I feel like I'm a decision to avoid,
Like I am something to conceal, something so incredibly unwanted, like something you don't want to believe.
I feel like I'm invisible, not visible in this reality, a object that blends into the background never seen or heard, something that is rather not or don't want to know.
I feel like I'm invisible,
In this place called onto as the world,
If I was gone it wouldn't be noticed, not noticed now so wouldn't be then.
No trace would be found just vanished into thin air, and no-one would blink one blink in in care.
I feel like I'm invisible,
In this space on this planet,
No legacy I would leave, not anyone to believe or not a tear would be shed for me.
I feel like I'm invisible.
In this reality, on this place looked upon as the earth nor this space or this planet or the universe.
I feel like I'm invisible.
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She stood in the crowd and oh she stood out , her light as bright as an angel, her aura radiated love.
She turned slightly and I caught her eyes,big and beautiful,full of wisdom and care, her hair like silk with a subtle wave and her hands delicate and she moved with such grace.
God sent us an angel from heaven above with love to spread to everyone of us.
And that she did with absolout ease, sharing it around with a gentle swift breeze.
But all I could think of was my selfish needs, as I was terrified God would take her from me.
I only just had her for what felt like a second or two, and now you want to take my angel back to you
Please dear God, leave her with me, and I promise to take care of her and love her oh please.
But God had plans for that beautiful girl but promised we would see her in heaven above where she would be spreading that absolout radiant love
Copyright © Vivian Brazier | Year Posted 2023
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