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Jagandeep Judge Poem
I'm used to the dark skies
I live in the part of town
where the sun don't shine
I take the long way around
Just to find there's no turning back time
Ain't nothing here mine
Nothing was ever promised to me
So I could justify this greed
Because with it, I made ends meet fulfilled my needs and learned how to eat
I had no choice but to cheat
Cuz making it in this world proves
Thats theres nothing here for keeps
No one listens so it's stupid to speak
The strong can't admit they're weak
The demons beneath our skin preach and teach
Us that we no longer can feel the pain our scars hide
I'm used to the dark skies
I live in the part of town
Where the sun don't rise
I've come around
Only to find
I've ran out of time
Nothing here was ever mine
Happiness came
But it felt so wrong
Whose to blame ?
Cuz it was fake all along
Believing there's a heaven only makes you think you're worthy of a blessing
Because of the belief your always second guessing
When at the end of it all knowledge is your only weapon
But people always fronting because they think they got a good thing coming
Causing them to never be satisfied with what they're working for always feeling like they deserve more
If there's no answer on your third knock on heavens door
Simply means u need to settle the score and take the elevator back to the ground floor
and forget the hope that the sky's stars disguise
Cuz now
I'm used to the dark skies
I'm from the part of town
Where the sun don't rise
It swallowed its pride
It's barely alive
In due time it'll find
That nothing's gonna help it shine
Now it knows,
What I mean
When I say
nothings mine
Copyright © Jagandeep Judge | Year Posted 2023
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Jagandeep Judge Poem
As I lay there blossoming in the sun, amongst all my friends and family oh so eternally grateful we are, for all of its shine.
its hard not to adore the cool breeze that makes the leaves whistles and bells chime.
Everything could have just, frozen in time.
But there she was walking down the way, with the river bed on her left,
with pictures of folks like mine on her dress,
we couldn’t help but be impressed.
its truly a blessing you see? If only you could find the beauty
which is in everything and anything, even if it doesn’t look like you and me.
I feel the divinity in how I can see,
nothing is always as it may seem.
As she got closer there was also a sweet sound coming ,
I realized it was her, Humming
As she got near, uppity
as her body language seemed
there was a coldness in her eyes, stillness like a bee,
about sting its threat, in the event of its own demise. To our surprise
she reached down to me, plucked me,
away from my people and that too happily
she did so, cruelly
why u may ask, well that you wont believe
she looked deep in me and asked,
does he love me?
The next words that headed out of her mouth came with despair
she said these next four words with hurt in her heart, it seems that’s enough to blind these species of care,
cuz she did hear, the cry I let out when my first petal was torn and thrown,
to the air.
“He loves me not” is what she said next and then contradicting herself foolishly she repeats the opposite of that, with a hypocritical duality
as I watch my every piece, taken away from me,
what is this torment cuz just a moment ago I was in peace with purity
Now that my time is limited
because of what this chick did
shes determined to finish it
atleast now I know my story will be told, people will know how i felt,
next time u see a spoiled brat askin questions to a flower that cant talk back please help, and tell her to ask whoever, HERSELF!!!!!
Copyright © Jagandeep Judge | Year Posted 2021
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Jagandeep Judge Poem
What kills me inside
It kills me inside everytime i pass by a rose or flowers, in a store or out doors reminding me of all the ones i didnt buy, for you when u were alive..
It kills me inside to think of all the times i missed out on telling you how much i love you
And the worst comes alive when i realize i can no longer hold or hug you..
It kills me inside when i awake everytime and your no longer laying there by my side..so sleep i hate, cuz everytime i wake, im reminded of my fate and as reality sets in, im forced to accept this nightmare ive been left in...
Copyright © Jagandeep Judge | Year Posted 2021
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Jagandeep Judge Poem
Nothing was ordinary about that day,
I mean that, in the best of ways. It was early in the morning the sun had risen up. Yet the moon was still out and stars shined bright in the sky.
It’s like they too were waiting for you to arrive.
I wasn’t sure if you would accept me, as our only form of communication had been in dreams, both of us anticipating in which realm we would meet.
Even though I had yet to know how you look to the eye I feel as if I’ve known you all my lives. I have no worry to how you may seem, because in my heart and mind you’re already as beautiful as one can be. My only worry is what you’ll think of me.
Where I’m from, angels and beasts don’t meet, let alone love one another, it’s not possible even in dreams. So I was shocked you see? When you said you would come down for me. Use your wings to descend from the skies leaving paradise behind all so I can make you mine..
I can never compare to an angel like the ones you’re leaving up there, I cannot offer you the comforts you are used to and sadly I say that in despair.
All I had to offer was all the love in my heart. Which you said is all that’s required. It made sense to me because as low as I was, something in my chest told me I belong to something higher. I know what It means now. All the struggles in my path, all the battles and its wrath as hard as they were it was to ensure I never become corrupt or crack and make sure this heart remains pure and intact so our love can be as true as a fact.
Then the moment came I was eagerly waiting for. The sky split in two and thunder roared. The grounds vibration indicated the earth was shaken to its core. It was the most beautiful scene I’ve ever seen with a holy feeling of relief, kind of like when Moses split the sea.
The light in the tear was brighter than anything I have ever seen before then I saw you coming out of it and I was sure, this was heaven’s door.
You floated down slowly as mesmerized as I was of your beauty the piercing chill of doubt also surrounded me. Shaking me and my bones, worried you wouldn’t like what you see and you’d return back home leaving me alone.
But I knew either way it would be a blessing because if you came just for a second? I know all would change nothing would be the same in this world I’m left in. but then the unexpected happened.
I felt the love of your embrace and the warmth of your wings, cancelling anything that relates to doubt and sin. I knew one thing from that moment on, everything that had happened in my life was nothing short of right because this path of mine placed you in my arms where you belong.
Copyright © Jagandeep Judge | Year Posted 2021
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Jagandeep Judge Poem
I hate my life but I hate it even more when I see others hate theirs too
I'm suicidal but it kills me when I see other ppl die because of what they have been through
I like being angry but I can’t stand when someone gets mad too
You don’t know why I am mad and to judge me you should have proof
There’s no evidence of this image that we represent
We’re put through hell and expected to be heaven-sent
Everything were taught to believe
Only the opposite we see
Is it wrong if we try to be free
By giving in and forgetting the goal were supposed to achieve?
Should I pick my wants over my needs?
Even though
I know
It’s about the long run and how far we can go
Then we'll have plenty of time to do as we please
But what do i do about this anger and confusion
It’s given me an afflictive rush like a drug you'd be using
So I don’t know which side I'll be choosing
And it sucks because I'm so sucked up
Either way I won’t know when, where and what I’ll be losing
But one thing I'll remember for sure is what I started
I'll never forget the end, of my beginning and how it all departed
I’ll remember the burden on my back that was so big i knelt
I won’t forget the pain my knees felt
Would there be more pain with my strain if I fell?
Or would it hurt to ascend from the end and once again
Trust myself?
Copyright © Jagandeep Judge | Year Posted 2021
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My Pain
It's hard to live a world youre no longer in,
I cant help but think, maybe this is my sins catching up to me on a whim.
But was i so bad that you had to go
The best i ever had and the most beautiful person i know?
Was i meant to have you just to lose you ?
It feels like being in paradise for a while only to have god excuse you.
This pain i feel is eating me inside out without a doubt. I long for your touch that made all my hurt go away but now i no longer enjoy the sun coming up after the rains had its way, the day u were gone it ignited all my fears, now i yearn for rain, so when i go out side it can hide all my tears.
Copyright © Jagandeep Judge | Year Posted 2021
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