What Kills Me Inside

What kills me inside It kills me inside everytime i pass by a rose or flowers, in a store or out doors reminding me of all the ones i didnt buy, for you when u were alive.. It kills me inside to think of all the times i missed out on telling you how much i love you And the worst comes alive when i realize i can no longer hold or hug you.. It kills me inside when i awake everytime and your no longer laying there by my side..so sleep i hate, cuz everytime i wake, im reminded of my fate and as reality sets in, im forced to accept this nightmare ive been left in...