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Demetrio Najera Poem
it seems that the only way to stop the pain
is to cut down deep into my vein
but im going to do it but not how you think
im going to go in deeper than you when you sleep
now that im here im going to start
and im going to keep cutting myself in till my heart finally stops
im cutting and cutting and shaking in fear
could it be because i know that my death is near
i started to have visions and i couldn't believe
because these type of images are one's that you see in your sleep
i was face to face with the one from above
the devil was also their but neither of them showed loved
they confronted me telling me what am i thinking? what am i doing?
don't you know how many people in your life you have ruined?
then i started to have a different vision
and their i was on my dead body's position
so there i am dead laying on the floor
and my mom stood their over me screaming why? why? did you have to do this for?
then i started to have a different vision but this time i could not see anything
i don't understand this vision am i suppose to search for something
little by little i felt that i had to open my eyes
i couldn't believe it and i soon realize
that this is my destiny that i'm suppose to search for me
and everything i saw was only a dream
Copyright © Demetrio Najera | Year Posted 2009
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Demetrio Najera Poem
my time is here my deadline has arrived
its time for me to leave the past and the present behind
time to make a new beginning on the other side
it's a cycle that we all have to face in our life
and unfortunately its my time to say good-bye
and don't worry baby my spirit will be there to wipe all those tears rolling down your eyes
and baby i wish you and my family the very very very best
and please don't cry for me when im laid down to rest
and im glad that its me and not you
because if i lost you i don't know what i would do
baby i couldn't lose you i rather have you lose me
because if i lost you my mind i would be losing
so my love this are my last words dedicated to you
no matter what happends im always going to love you
so hunny watch over your self and my family too
and please don't let nobody play my kids for a fool
there's a pain on my right side of my body working it self to the left
and i cant even breath no more theres a pain in my chest
baby hurry get out let me die in piece
i don't want to hear you suffer and see you in your knees
i feel my face numbed and my eyes going to sleep
i look at the clock its a little pass three
so now im dead and i died at 3:09
and i guess i will see my love in the next life time
Copyright © Demetrio Najera | Year Posted 2009
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Demetrio Najera Poem
a lot of woman choose to get pregnant
and some don't take the responsibility so they kill it
just exactly who do they think they are
looking at their aborted fetus from a jar
so just tell me who do you think you are? killing an incent baby
and all the baby could do is think save me! save me!
sometimes i sit out in the rain and i wonder
how would it be if you got aborted by your own mother
but she didn't you were the one that she held
and look at you, your killing a baby and that's like killing a part of yourself
don't you know the suffering and pain that your mom went through
and you decided not to go the same route that your mom went to
you don't even know how many woman wish they were in the same position that you were in
so do your self a favor and never get pregnant ever again
because in the eyes of everyone you are not worthy of a mother
now you are not going to get the joy of having a son or daughter
now don't sit there and cry for all these words that you are being told
you tried to play god but only difference your heart was cold
now don't get mad at me for passing on judgment
i just think their is better methods like putting your kid for adoption
so next time you decide to put your stomach in motion
think about it twice and do not have and abortion
Copyright © Demetrio Najera | Year Posted 2009
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Demetrio Najera Poem
greed is mans greatest weakness
but many choose not to listen or believe this
soon enough they are going to fall into their own ambitions
because overall money is the worst addiction
because say what say do what you do
eventually money is going to get the best out of you
money is more powerful than drugs
but just like drugs it will own your soul
and all you want to do is make more and more
you take from your family and lie to your friends
and go to the extreme and possibly steel from banks
and soon forget your morals and the way you were raised
you only think about yourself and leave out the rest
then you loose everything and realize that your life was a mess
then you ask your family for help and they say no
so now everything that you were told is now known
you remain speechless with nothing to say
you tried to fix everything but now its too late
so now that you know what the consequences are
are you going to continue what you doing or make a new start???
Copyright © Demetrio Najera | Year Posted 2009
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