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Jasmine Lewis Poem
Sometimes I feel as if I don't want to live here on earth no more
The feeling of loneliness, from everything that's pose to have a name
Why am I still sane, to live paycheck to paycheck
I swear my life feels like a wreck
From backed up bills, to losing all four wheels
Sleeping at the homie crib trying to stay focus
It's a lot to deal with, like now what's the main focus Money?
When you fight for hours and fight to stay above the towers
When you feel your world is crashing
You know it's just the devil just messing
I feel pain so untamed, bottle in no pretend
I just wish I could start this life all over again
So count me in let my new life began
Copyright © Jasmine Lewis | Year Posted 2021
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Jasmine Lewis Poem
Nobody understanands why? Feels like im living in a big lie
Things never can be sane, I wish i can just end it all release this pain.
I'm feeling drained, maybe I can run away, away from all the hurt
what i feel everyday it dissappoints, It feels so dark what a place
Feel like the walls are closing in and im in a tight place overly confused,
and fraustrated. So feeling like hell what i got to lose!
Sounds of the rain falling down
why can't i just have all my family, my love ones around
As the tears keep dropping down my face
I feel like im losing all my faith
Friends what are those? I express what i feel and i watched them door close.
Now im all alone, Now i got my daddy he's always had me
We pray, we cry he's my biggest fan my real family.
Now my husband to be I got him too
We fuss, we cuss at times at one another this man here
will fight with me all the way through my solemate, Yes! his love is true.
My bestfriend to the end, the world we will rule
Didn't think the people who meant the most to me could be so cruel.
Depression is a mental disease that nobody will believe.
It's real and will kill, and still im fighting but now i just dont know what's real
My world has fell apart and don't know where to start.
To become a better me then yesterday, it's hard and NO! stop asking
I'm not o.k. Love and support goes a long way,
Instead of making a person feel they are in the way.This explains my day! Ok
Copyright © Jasmine Lewis | Year Posted 2022
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Jasmine Lewis Poem
Why do I feel so much pain?
Life right now feels like one big game
People walk around and judge me
not even know my name
As my heart starts to sink
I sit and just think sometimes
without even a blink
this world we living in stink
I feel weak
as I greatly crave for guidance
that's what I seek
but as I'm around different people each day
In my eyes they get faker by the week
I have no release
I asked the lord please as I dropped down to my knees
Help me be free and to soon find the right king
As the tears fill in my eyes
what hurt me wasn't a surprise
Love that is was just a disguise
nothing and nobody feels real anymore
It cuts deep way down to my core
As pain I feel
I'm keeping my door closed
Because love, hurt, and tears don't live here anymore
So for now leave your feelings at my front door
No more pain
Copyright © Jasmine Lewis | Year Posted 2021
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Jasmine Lewis Poem
Am i the problem cuz i love my mind, body, and soul?
Am i the problem cuz i don't just go for anything im told?
Am i the problem cuz my heart got cold?
cuz i know i got a old soul
Am i the problem cuz i'm getting old and everything i know just got old
cuz i chose me oooh weeeee
Am i the problem somebody please tell me?
Am i the problem cuz my past keep beating my ass?
Am i the problem cuz my past of the past broke me down to my knees had me crying to lord please knowing that all i ever had was me?
Am i the problem cuz of a mental disability that was bought upon me?
Am i the problem cuz i never let nobody get too close to me?
Am i the problem got me going crazy cuz i'm just being me goofy, cool, and loyal to anybody thats close to me
Am i the problem be real with me? !!!
Am i the problem cuz all i know is hurt and dissappointment from mutha as i grew up with
Am i the problem cuz my mouth too slick and they know i come round and check they
Let's be realistic
The world come with they bull and i just aint wit it so..... why am i the problem ? Not making any sense
Am i the problem cuz u just can't wit me..!
Am i the problem cuz ion want to be like you es..I'm one of a kind most definitely hard to find unlike you es
Am i the problem ..Hate this feeling of feelings..All it do is make u have so much resentment. Make me shy away from wanting to find real in people..People in diguise
Am i the problem cuz i rather work stack money up then kick it?
Am i the problem cuz my mind is grown and yall still acting like little children
Yeah i'm not the problem i figured it out half way through this
Life is life everybody somebody problem..u get me?
So why am i the only problem..Look at this world we living in......The end!
Copyright © Jasmine Lewis | Year Posted 2025
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