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Emma Forrest Poem
The first night I arrived on my own.
Streets were darkening, yet kept alive
by lights in café’s and couples
walking arm in arm.
The driver carried my forlorn bag
into a bright, over ornate foyer.
Preliminaries over, I checked into
a room that at first glance
was sultry to my eyes.
I sat on the bed and, taking
out my red not pad,
doodled lovers’ scribbles
and the vagaries of life.
I drank one glass of
heavy merlot, and as tiredness crept
I slept alone beneath covers
of tightly cocooned childhood.
Breakfast was solitary,
as families chattered.
I held my cup between two hands
indulging myself in wonderings.
He would arrive by lunchtime
and so I placed myself behind ferns
in an over-panelled side room.
It’s strange people watching,
their lives re-enacted
like a drawing room drama.
I watched, and he arrived
as nervously as I,
love on foreign soils
without familiarity of lies.
Beneath rose glow we made love,
then rose and explored,
tasted food, drank wine
Copious sensations as if
before we had only fasted.
W indulged in the pleasures
of opulent enjoyment
where we are strangers
and not conformed by rules.
The remaining nights
we looked into each other’s eyes
and on the fourth, I left
alone.
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We clambered on board the train,
amidst the heat and jostling bodies scrambling in humid air
that swirled about us. Chatter, noise, whistles
and barks of laughter. As laconic guards look on
with impassive and seen it all faces.
Our fellow travellers carry lives with them,
grease stained paper parcels tied with string,
fresh killed chickens with legs tied and salted,
strong smelling meats and spice leavened bread.
One man appears to carry his whole garden produce
with him, leaving his wife to struggle with
impatient and excited, melting doe eyed children.
We have tickets that entitle us to seats,
yet I feel a tinge of envy, as young agile men
clamber, loose limbed onto the top of the train.
There is chaos, yet amongst it, there is also
order. I watch my fellow passengers exchanging
lightening chatter, their quick silver approach to
life and all its viscitudes exhaled like smoke
through careless stained teeth.
Our travels pass with men sitting on the dusty
floors, sharing jokes and making bargains, as
patient wives are left to admonish and administer
mothering upon numerous children, who seem part of a
group, not a separate family unit.
The smell of sweat and spice, hangs like a smog on
the atmosphere, permeating hair and clothing.
Months later I take a silk scarf, left forgotten in
the bottom of my rucksack.
I stare at lush greenness as grey drizzle falls. Breathe deeply,
taking in yet again, that heady,
heavy scent of travellers dreams.
There are journeys that you remember,
and some that you forget.
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Silk spills from her suitcase
and love is a careless thrown scarf
around long elegant necks.
She watches through the scented night
of unfamiliar décor,
as packet teas and coffees
lie like soldiers on a tray.
She idly wonders if he likes his coffee black,
or perhaps they will dispense altogether
and lie like lovers beneath
crisp white sheets
sharing bubbles of surprise
from cheap hotel glasses.
This is not the midnight raids
Of laughing childhood,
eating stolen food beneath a
canopy and jumble of bedclothes
cross legged with nightdresses
bunched around their knees.
Crumbs are no longer fun
and fizzy drinks are bought
in bottles proudly bearing labels
of an indifferent champagne.
If she opens the drapes
just a shade
will she watch that long lost innocence
cavorting down unfamiliar streets?
Nowadays she likes to lie
with one leg possessively stretched
and the lines and sinews of their bodies
elongated and filled with
Sated sighs.
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Once I was there
Snatching glimpses
Through the minstrel gallery
Watching dancers
Cavort across the floor
Once, for just a second
I caught the falling petal
As, tucking nightdress up
To bunch over knees
I ran, barefoot to hide
In the lushness of the orangerie.
There amongst the ferns
And the sweet scented yet
Sticky lemon plant
I watched you kiss, and
Stroke her hair
Caught the fragrance of
Two lovers lost in bliss.
It was only once
But you never knew I saw
I saw you with my mothers’ eyes
Watched you look
And as you gazed
I held my breath
Until my heart just thumped and thumped
Pounding in waves like
The sea upon the shore
Felt the rush of water
Singing in my ears
Just once, and it was over
And chances died like dreams.
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Amongst the potted palms
And aspidistra’s leafed cover
The lion paces
Eyes agleam
The only light
In a darkened foot well
Alert to sound
Body poised
Ears cocked, listening.
Laughter, merriment
An echo in the cavernous hall
A sponge, wettened, waiting
Drip, drip, drip
Inaudible to all but he.
Giggles, excited chatter
The sound of footsteps
On wooden floors, clatter
Breezy “byes, good luck”
Doors closing, with catch click
His victim, chosen prey, descends
The lion from cover pounces
Sponging dreams
He aims straight for the jugular
As tears of black mascara rain
Leaving greasy trails
On water marked taffeta.
The lion retreats
His maiming done
Leaving heaving prey
In pools of lost dreams.
Through his jungle
He seeks to find
A watering-hole, to quench
His now ravening thirst.
This king in a domestic jungle
Of spoilt memories
And lace picked holes
Family proud
His killing done
And just the drip, drip, drip
As leafy plumage
Conceals.
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Such thoughts are complicated in my mind
and confusion draws me onto paths
that I would not otherwise walk.
I look up and see a crimson sky
as blood then pours from my own eyes.
It is brief, yet I know I have to shed blood
So that I can be shown all the what ifs.
She stands again like a virgin waiting,
tied by need to a hobbled gate.
Daddy stands there, as he never had in life
his shotgun, handed down from his father
with its worn wood and smoke dark grey.
I keen to the sound of my child’s cry
as surely as I had cried as a child,
when in a moment he had grabbed and
held me by the throat, leaving red bruised marks.
Daddy, yet in truth I never called him that
He was spun by a mother’s weakness
and was just a tool to bend and bruise.
I watch him shoot the virgin, me
and the blood that pours is clean.
The virgin died, long live the virgin
slain by her own hand.
“Did Daddy die?” I hear her ask.
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Sometimes it's called being alone
Even when you stand in a crowded room
Tears fall that others don’t see
A hairline fracture of the heart.
Sometimes the mists cloud the views
Your eyes are blurred, unfocused
And the smile on your face hurts
Like cold ice cream eaten too quickly.
Yet through it all, there is a strange
Peace and contemplation – a renewing of
That part of you, always held in check.
Sometimes, may not be always
It’s just a feeling. A fractured space in time
Like, sometimes I love you and others not at all.
Quixotic creatures that we are
We build our barriers.
You blew me a kiss today
Which I caught
Snatched at the sky with my hand
And tucked your love away.
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