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Sally Harris Poem
Just a few words
To express how I feel
Just a couple rhythms
To make my pain feel real
I write, I draw, I paint
Just to help me not to cry
I beg, I plead, I whine
I laugh, tell me why
I'm lost in this world
Trying to find my place
I long for the moment
To feel a smile on my face
Copyright © Sally Harris | Year Posted 2020
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Tonight is different
It's wanting something more
No longer speaking gental
This pain has a roar
My depression has a name
It's almost devoured me
Even though I fight
My spirit is now broken
It's gonna take me tonight
My depression has a name
Confusion fills my mind
And fear is within
Truth is, I'm weak
Darkness is gonna win
My depression has a name
I'm lost and confused
I continually cry
This name is my destination
It's called suicide
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There was a girl who once
Thought she could fly
Soaring daydreams of gliding
Way up high in the sky
Vivid visions of flying away
From all of her sorrows
If she could get away she
Could have happy tomorrows
she tried to follow
her desperate dream
Gathering feathers
Tightly sewing every seam
Every feather put together
Carefully by their color
If they just seen her fly
Maybe they would love her
She began to doubt herself
And all that she done
No one to encourage her
Dubbed the crazy one
Whispers of their laughter
Echoed when she wasn't around
She wanted to disappear
And leave that little town
She had no more faith
In making her beautiful wings
All the evil words said left
Nothing but a burning sting
Before long, she was broken
All she could do was cry
There was a girl, who no longer
Believed she could fly
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I had went looking for myself
Searching the places I'd hide
I thought I could ever hear
Her innocent muffled cry
I looked in every room
And behind every looked door
I felt she was waiting on me
Desperately wanting something more
I got lost in my prison
In its walls that twist and turn
The deeper I went in
My skin would start to burn
Cofusion consumed me
Things that's my flesh would crave
Little did I know, I was holding
The shovel that digs my crave
She knew I was coming
And hid from me in that dark place
She didn't want me to see
Her distorted wicked face
Demons now comforted her
For me, she would humbly pray
She wanted me to be at peace
For Grace to free me one day
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Sally Harris Poem
how can it be
that i sit here all alone
here in this house
that we call a home
we are so different
you and i
you sit so happy
as you watch me cry
ive asked you before
if i should just go
i dont feel i belong
you hate me i know
just be honest
let me know whats real
so full of games
pain is all i feel
Copyright © Sally Harris | Year Posted 2021
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I am lost within myself
I feel I can't break free
My thoughts and emotions are torturing me
I wishni could identify what "IT" is that is consuming me
All I know, is IT is my enemy
For years now, this enemy has kept me in his eye sight
I've known him, even considered him a friend
Although I hated him
My addiction kept him at a distance
Men, sex, drugs, alcohol and self mutilation
Even from afar, even when I thought he was gone
He would creep up and laybright beside me
At times I would even welcome him
Now I'm left alone to face him
Just me
I wanted desperately to fight him on my own
Although I knew IT was going to be hard
Cause I could feel his fingers on me
NOW?
Now Intel I'm losing the battle
Cause I feel him completely wrapped around me
Mind, body, and soul
Even my heart
He no longer just lays beside me At night
He has devoured me
Consumed me
I am he.. he is I
I no longer have anyone to catch my tears
They are wasted and useless
I fight him all day
I'm screaming for comfort
Sally Harris
Written: February 11, 2012
My old handle name...... stillborn 74
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Sally Harris Poem
When I first meet you
I still believed in love
The kind of sweet love
Only a little girl dreams of
When I first met you
It was like a dream come true
Nothing could stand in our way
I believed in us, I believed in you
I trusted you with all of me
I let you see this broken heart
I let you see this naked soul
You'd catch me if I fell apart
I look back on those moments
And wonder how foolish could I be
Although I gave you my all
You didn't feel the same for me
That love that I was dreamed of
Is nothing more than a plaque on the wall
A decorative piece to fill in the space
Something cheap you buy at the mall
And that's the end
No reason to cry or be sad
Something you took for granted
You'll never know what you had
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The scars on my heart
Seen by the slaches on my skin
To feel the pain
Rising from deep within
Death is not the wanting
Blackness is not the desire
Imagine of the blood
Could smoother the fire
She desperately reached out
In riddles and ryhms
Trying to put the pieces together
Of all the hard times
The thorn that twist and turn
As it punctures my side
No one hears me scream
All my silent cries
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Sally Harris Poem
Unspoken Words
April of 2008
I know you would love to tell me
all the things that you feel
But before you do, you got to decide
what is fake and what is real
Our memories are so distorted
We wonder if they are only dreams
The pain hurts deeper
With no one to hear out screams
There are so many things
That you will have to learn in this life on your own
You see, id like to be there with you
So you are never alone
You are never going to find yourself
If you keep hiding behind your pain
So much could be different
There is so much you would gain
Im not your enemy
I could be your best friend
Id be there if you’d let me
Id be there til the end
Take it how you will
But I speak from my heart
I want you to know that I love you
And I hurt cuz we are apart
Sally Harden
2008
thoughts of my children
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I am surviving in the face of blood
I can not seem to find the words
I need to say as I feel my way
Through the faves of society
Only to change us
As they laugh with apathy
They try to take our purity
And our reverence
They try to control us with
Thier demented justifications
Of their way of saying they are right
With their alternative motives
That they try so hard to hide
with our tenacity we must endeavor
To audaciously stand up for ourselves
Stand up for brotherhood
Summer of 2005
Sally harris aka alex
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