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A Heavy Burden

Sticks and stones may break my bones 
And Ed Sheeran may say “that’s okay baby, only words bleed”
Tight jeans, thick thighs, flabby arms and…
Weight.
So the comment section rise in height and pain
Thus the confession begins:
Those who give shall receive
So think twice before you judge me
As I’ve been generous in my past

Questions appear while answers disappear
She who gave me life 
He who build me up
Never asked yet your ‘concern’ is heavy

Sticks and stones does break my bones and I ain’t screaming “I’ am titanium!”
Each word becomes an immortal
And walks in silence yet being so loud
Shame glimmers
As sour thoughts blossom
And judgment paves a path
Poisoning itself to its own demise

The bitter truth is that
I wish to be the person you ‘need’ to see
But also to seal your foul lips
As the chemical melts its way on them
And as I hear you choke six feet under
Making us equal
A suppressed mirth spreads its wings
“Muhahahahahahahahaaaa!”

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The Ultimate Freedom

Do you know the value of life?
You don't but you do
Deep inside
Who do you think you work for to learn how to walk?
Who do you think you work for when you take good grades in an exam?
Who do you think you try to work for each and every day,waking up and going back to sleep even though so many people, so many things,so many moments let you down?betray you?make you so weak,that you scream and run wild inside?
And yet you find this glimpse of hope or a ray of motivation which you hold onto.tight.not letting it go.never.
The answer is you!
Yourself!
YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So tell me again why you value life?why YOU value YOUR life more than anything?
You may say that you value others more than yourself but isn't there a little box labelled as 'i love myself' in a corner..hidden away.
You may find it when in a situation where your life is on the line.
How you gasp and laugh and clutch your heart saying 'omg that was so close' when missed by an inch from a car accident, proves it.
So just imagine how in the world a person could ever take their own life when you value YOUR life more than anything or anyone?!
They have gone through and endured something or someone that made them so unhappy so miserable and so dark that they didn't know how to escape it other than taking their own life.
Imagine the mentality of a person who has woken up in the morning and had breakfast and did their day today's things,met friends and family and then go home and hang themselves.
Imagine the mentality of a person who plans his or hers way of ending their own life.
Just to forget.to escape.to be free.
Tell me how pain led you to do that?
Tell me how desperate you felt of leaving everyone and everything you love to escape your past,your present or your future...
Tell me how?
Is it the only way you could escape whatever it was haunting you?
Is it that painful?
So so painful that it gave you miraculous power and guts to end your own life when others are trying to be immortal.
I can't call you a coward
I can't call you a hero
Maybe a fallen hero...
A fallen hero who won his own battle by ending it all.To be free.the ultimate price of freedom.
Even though I write for you and imagine..imagine the immense pain,loneliness,hatred,anger,sadness..I can't.I just can't imagine it because I value my life so much that I can't even imagine myself committing suicide.
I pray for these fallen heroes.
And the heroes who are at the brink of winning their battles by ending it all.
I pray that you would find that glimmer of hope or that ray of motivation...and try your best to hold on,and become a super hero.
It feels heavy,dark and weak, and to fall in the end to lose it all.
But I pray for you to wake up and go to bed thinking just one more day..and may the heavens and angels or anyone or anything do something to change your mind.
I know it's hard.that it feels impossible.but believe me miracles do happen.
So I pray that you'd be a miracle super hero.win life.win pain.win weakness.win loneliness.win your own strength and despair that led you to the end of the precipice.
Be your own Hero!
Become your own miracle!
And tell the Grim reaper "not today".

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Fear

Fear
A small four letter word
Yet the depth of it can't be discovered
One cannot possibly describe their fears
It's an emotion
Which scars you for life
Which kills you every single time you remember it
Which makes you lower your head and eyes
And feel..
I will describe my indescribable fear in two words
"365 days."
They made me feel fear in a way that made me so uncertain about everything..
That made me ask myself a question which used to be as  clear like day and night
"How many days are there in an year?"
Sweaty hands
Hazy mind
Trembling breaths
Weakening heart
It's easy to say to let go and stand up
Yet only the fallen will know how hard it is to let go..
To stand up
To be strong
To forget...
Fear..it comes in all sorts of ways
For me it came as a question
A question asked by them
Who scarred me for life
I want to point at you and blame you
But where will be the fun in that?
I'll let you guess
I'll let you feel uncertain
Like you forced yourself into my mind
And left me uncertain about my own abilities.

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Games We Play

Smiles overwhelming with joy
Warm hugs of welcome
Uncountable kisses
Crimson beating hearts of love

Limited to side glances
Abrupt acknowledgements
Smiles that don’t reach the eyes
And arms that never reached…

Yet no heart to admit
No eyes to see
And stone cold to the touch
Creating a queue of infinity
Thus the online games we play

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Remembrance

Death is inevitable
Yet it always comes as a suprise
A suprise that leaves everyone with blotchy eyes and aching hearts 
Desperately trying to mend the wound that can never be cured
Same as you dear Sir

Your permanent evacuation left everyone speechless
And made a whole town grieve
While your teachings made you famous
It also created a never ending queue that now begins from your home
A queue with blotchy eyes and aching hearts

I've never set eyes on you or mastered your teachings
Yet my dear Sir, like you succeeded in moulding great minds
You succeeded in moulding my mind with undefined pain
Done by the great stories of your disciples who shone bright with pride


The rising sun will put an end to the mourners
Leaving the loved ones to be swallowed up whole by misery
As Loneliness move in, swearing its permanent residence.
Time may heal the pain yet the void will become an immortal.

As your absence become ordinary
And your voice an echo of memory
Knowledge imparted by you will live on 
As you are a true legend
A legend who will be celebrated even as time passes on
May you reign the kingdom of heaven dear Sir.

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Appreciation

Regrets

Impatience coursed through my body
The mehendi art is taking a long time
Then there was you
My heart skipped a beat
Our eyes met and I looked away   
Quick glances paved a path towards him
Why was I so impatient before?


I decided to take a seat in the hut 
Knowing that I'll have a clear view of you
Then there was you
Hurrying towards me and sitting beside me
Now I'm a mess
And he starts shifting towards me
And I shift away from him
Making me clamp my lips hard so I wouldn't smile to myself


Your laugh
It stood out like a definition given at lectures                            your voice
I listened intently
Like its the instructions given at a mid exam
Making me clamp my lips even harder

She finished it quickly!
Now why was I impatient again?
Oh yah he's still there
Not having a clue that he's making my tummy a kaleidoscope of butterflies
Are we that desperate to have a quick taste of love at first sight?
Is it even love?
Maybe..


I moved myself away from him
Away from the hut
Towards the little gap between the wall
Swallowing my feelings of regret
Do I have to go home?
Whoa! love does make you blind


Were you that special to make me still think about you
To write about you
To try to remember your laugh
I guess you certainly are


I regret it now
I regret that I didn't make a move to show how much I like you
I regret holding back my smile 
I regret not saying a word to you when you sat beside me
I regret every passing second knowing that I would never see you again


Glancing at my mehendi art
Realization crept out
A few minutes
A huge crush
A heavy weight of regret.

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What Is Stupider

What’s stupider?

Knowing that this is going nowhere, 
But awaiting for a response from you 

Knowing that there’s no going back,
But enjoying those small tingles whenever the screen flashes 

Knowing that you’re different from before, 
But expecting the same as before 

Knowing that I’ve lost,
But reminiscing how you made me feel so loved 

Knowing that you’re distancing yourself from me,
Yet not willing to accept it

Knowing that it hurts and certainly feel utterly and hopelessly foolish,
Still, clinging onto that last thread of hope..

Oh how quickly my days changed from the usual,
To sweet unrealistic dreams of you and I

And how painfully easy it was to change,
In the blink of an eye.

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Who Am I

Who am I?
I am a dreamer
A dreamer who wants to be another person
And this person exists only in this realm
She can sing
She can dance
She is loved by all
She is wanted by all
She does everything right
She can do everything right
She is like a wave
A raging wave that never collapse
Or reach the beach
Will she ever reach the beach?
Will she realize that reality is mocking her right now?
Will she ever come out of the realm?
So who am I?
Am I stuck between the black and white world of reality and my own creative world of imagination?
Let me take a dive into my mind and see..
Oh my gosh! I'm dating Spider-Man!

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Regrets

Impatience coursed through my body
The mehendi art is taking a long time
Then there was you
My heart skipped a beat
Our eyes met and I looked away   
Quick glances paved a path towards him
Why was I so impatient before?


I decided to take a seat in the hut 
Knowing that I'll have a clear view of you
Then there was you
Hurrying towards me and sitting beside me
Now I'm a mess
And he starts shifting towards me
And I shift away from him
Making me clamp my lips hard so I wouldn't smile to myself


Your laugh
It stood out like a definition given at lectures                            your voice
I listened intently
Like its the instructions given at a mid exam
Making me clamp my lips even harder

She finished it quickly!
Now why was I impatient again?
Oh yah he's still there
Not having a clue that he's making my tummy a kaleidoscope of butterflies
Are we that desperate to have a quick taste of love at first sight?
Is it even love?
Maybe..


I moved myself away from him
Away from the hut
Towards the little gap between the wall
Swallowing my feelings of regret
Do I have to go home?
Whoa! love does make you blind


Were you that special to make me still think about you
To write about you
To try to remember your laugh
I guess you certainly are


I regret it now
I regret that I didn't make a move to show how much I like you
I regret holding back my smile 
I regret not saying a word to you when you sat beside me
I regret every passing second knowing that I would never see you again


Glancing at my mehendi art
Realization crept out
A few minutes
A huge crush
A heavy weight of regret.

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Leaving

The distant sound of chanting pirith
the chirping crickets
A few rain drops falling 
The chill in the air wrapping around my feet
The rickety chair heaving at my sisters weight
And the feeling...
The feeling which churns in my stomach
The feeling that tightens my heart
The occasional glance at the time
And the sickening realization that sinks in to me
A few more hours before I leave..