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Trying To Be Caring Whilst Feeling Like You Are Suffocating
The panic is just out of sight
And so I'm not being nice
Though I'm doing nice things
I feel terrible that I want to run
Maybe everyone who's ever soothed me
Wanted to be somewhere else too
I don't know, I don't know
The world confuses me
When I run out of emotion
I'm an empty head, making sensible choices
I am so tired and I don't know how to be the soother
I need to be soothed myself
I'm a child in this moment with all the longing to be saved from the responsibility I can't handle
I just need to make it through the moments
And try to be proud of myself at the end
I long for someone to say "I'll take it from here" and I'll feel safe that all is looked after
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Di11y Da11y
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