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LIFE AS AN FBI INFORMANT WEARING WIRES PREGNANT WITH AN ABUSIVE SPOUSE
AFTER WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS COMPLETING SEVERAL IT WAS CLEAR MY ABUSIVE EX HUSBAND WAS SEVERELY JUNK SICK HE GREW ANGRY BITTER VERY BITTER PARINOID OF BEING KILLED HE WOULD ATTACK ME THEN GO PLAY BASKETBALL WITH A FEW CORRUPT JUNK SICK OFFICERS FUNNY LOOKING BACK NOW BUT I'M FOREVER COPING WITH HEALING I FEARED HIM MORE THAN BEING KILLED BY THE DEALERS WHENEVER HE STRUCK ME OR BODY SLAMMED ME I'D RUN THROUGH THE TOWN SCREAM HELP PLEASE HELP HES GOING TO KILL ME LIKE OJ SIMPSON HIS JUCK SICK OFFICERS WOULD TAKE HIM AROUND THE CORNER FEEDING HIM MORE DRUGS YOU SEE THE ENTIRE DRUG OPERATION RAN BY CIRO GARGANO CRIME FAMILY AND COPS SELLING DRUGS THERE I WAS THE FBI INFORMANT MY ABUSIVE HUSBAND WAS THE TESTER HE TESTED THE DRUGS OUT BEFORE GIVING IT TO THE FEDS HIS EYES WOULD TURN ALL BLACK AND HE WOULD PUNCH ME PULL MY HAIR OUT BURNING MY CLOTHES ON THE LAWN HE WAS AFRAID OF WHAT I KNEW ABOUT THE ARSON MURDERS THE FBI TOLD ME HE DID WITH GARGANO HE WOULD THREATENED TO TELL ALL THE DEALERSNI WAS AN INFORMANT I WAS SO AFRAID I DIDN'T MIND WORKING WITH THE FBI BECAUSE THE KIDS AND I WERE SAFE ONE DAY AFTER A DRUG BUY HE WAS STILL REEKING FROM TESTING THE DRUGS OUT JUNK SICK SOON AS THE FBI PULLED OFF HE WOULD SNATCH THE MONIES BEATING ME MORE UNTIL IT ESCALATED INTO ASSAULTING ME WHEN I CALL THE COPS THEY GAVE HIM MORE DRUGS TO SELL FOR HIM THEY BELIEVED WE WERE DEALERS BECAUSE WE BOUGHT SO MUCH DRUGS WITH FUNDS FROM THE STATE DEPARTMENT THE FBI THEY TRUSTED US HE HAD A CERTAIN POWER CIRO PAID HIM FOR ODD JOBS IN DRUGS HE SLIPPDRUGS FROM THE TASTING TESTING FINALLY JUNK SICK COPS GIVING HIM DRUGS HE'D BE MORE AND VIOLENT OVER 59 REPORTS INCLUDING HOLDING ME KNIFE POINT ASSULTING ME FOR HOURS IT TOOK FOREVER FINALLY A FEW COPS SHOWED UP WHEN MY DAUGHTER CALLED 911 SCREAMING GET OFF MOMMY HE HELD HIS KFORCE SRMY KNIGHT TO MY THROAT A GUN IN MY SIDE WHEN HE WAS DONE HE JUMPED OUT THE WINDOW AND RAN DOWN THE ALLEY SHOCKING THEY LAUGHED JOKED AND INFORMED THAT A HUSBAND HAS A RIGHT TO BE WITH HIS WIFE ANYTIME HE WANTS NO MATTER WHAT HE GOT MORE COCKY I FEARED FOR MY SAFETY AT HOME AND ON THE STREETS I BEGAN RUNNING TRACK SO I COULD RUN TO THE POLICE DEPARTMENT BEFORE HE ATTACKED AGAIN ONCE WE RELOCATED FAMILY TO ANOTHER STATE THAT'S WHEN IT FINALLY ESCALATED TO HIM HOLDING ME HOSTAGE TIED ME TO A CHAIR PLANNING MY DEATH TAKING DOORS OFF HENGES NAILING THEM TO THE WINDOWS MAKING IT DARK AN ENTIRE WEEK THAT KFORCE KNIFE WAS IN MY SIDE HE PACED LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW THEN HE ASSAULT ME AGAIN BLESSING MY DAUGHTER TEACHER ASKED FIR HER FIELD TRIP FORM SHE TOLD HER MY MOM COULDN'T SIGN MY DAD TIED HER TO A CHAIR SOMEONE CALLED THE POLICE A GERMAN FEMALE OFFICER FINALLY TOOK HIM DOWN AND FOUND THE KNIFE THE OTHER MALE OFFICERS COULD NOT FIND I WAS RELOCATED WITH A RETIRED SHERIFF THE KIDS AND I THIS RESULTED IN DEPRESSION I THOUGHT EVERY MAN IN A STORE WAS HIM THE RETIRED SHERIFF HELPED ME WHILE I'M ALWAYS REMINDED WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FIRSTVDAY OF SCHOOL TAKING THE KIDS TO GET SHOTS MY IRON WAS LOW I FAINTED AFTER I SIGNED FOR ARLINGTON HEIGHTS FBI WE ARRIVED TO THE TRAIN STATION THEM KIDS WERE HUNGRY I ORDERED FOUR CHICKEN WINGS TO MY SURPRISE IT WAS ONLY ONE WING CUT UP TO LOOK LIKE FOUR PIECES I WATCHED THE CHILDREN DEVOUR THE FOOD MY STOMACH RUMBLING AS I APPROACH THE GABAGE TO DUMP THE BONES I ACTUALLY AT THE BONES THE FETUS LEAPED LIKE JOHN THE BAPTIST IN ELIZABETH WOMB I WAS THRILLED THE FETUS WAS ALIVE WE TRAVELED ON TRAIN FINALLY REACHING THE FBI TO INSTALL THE WIRES THEY ASK GIVE US A CODE TO KNOW WHEN YOU ARE INSIDE AND WHEN YOU TURN ON THE PAGER I SAID ON LIKE CHICKEN BONE THAT BECAME MY SIGNATURE ON THE WIRES MEANING I'M INSIDE WIRES WORKING THE SMALL THINGS THAT KEEP YOU IN BONDAGE RELIVING TRAUMATIC EVENTS BUT ALSO REMINDERS BEAUTIFUL REMINDERS THAT I SURVIVED BEING BRUTALLY TORTURED OVER ARSON MURDERS OF 9 BEING TORTURED BY A JUNKSICK ABUSIVE HUSBAND DOMESTIC ABUSE I SURVIVED JUNKSICK OFFICERS PACIFYING MY ABUSIVE HUSBAND BY GIVING HIM DRUGS TO SELL DRUGS ONKY HE WAS NOT A DEALER HE WAS A JUNKIE FULL BLOWN NOW HE WOULD BE GONE AWAY FOR WEEKS USING THOSE DRUGS UNTIL THE NEXT TIME THE FBI WIRES ME BACK UP AGAIN THIS NEW OPERATION WAS OPERATION ORGANIZED CRIME POLICE CORRUPTION LASTED FROM 988 TO 989 THE FBI RELOCATED US I FELT BLESSED THEY GOT THE ENTIRE OPERATION BESIDES IT WAS SO CLOSE TO MY GIVING BIRTH I WASN'T WELL BUT GRATEFUL FOR MY HELP WITH SAVING LIVRS 988 SAVED MY LIFE TRULY GOD BLESS ANTHONY AND YOLANDA CATHOLIC WAR VETERANS SERVING ALL WHO SERVED
GOD BLESS AMERICA
988 THANK YOU FOR STAYING WITH ME
THANK YOU FOR SAVING ME LIFE FROM SUICIDE
THROUGH THE MANY PANIC ATTACKS HEARING
MY FETUS HEARTBEAT THE BRUTAL ATTACKS
ON LIKE CHICKEN BONE GOD BLESS AMERICA
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Yolanda Nicholsen
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