Sitting here reminiscing
About what my life is truly missing
The passion and warmth you feel from kissing
I see myself needing to be bolder
Or my nights will continue to get colder
I need some love that appears to be stuck on hold
The whole thing leaves me feeling like I don't fit the mold
Treating them all with a heart of gold
Why have so many of them sold their souls
Don't they see I got game that rolls
With one goal to love not control
So many of them put on such a good show
Thinking it's not possible for you to know
Like being online makes you blind
So many of them using the same mo
Their intentions known from the word go
Sharing their hard luck life
cutting through your trust like a double-edged knife
Shame on them for taking advantage of my lust
Not knowing that it all leads to one big bust
When they lie to gain my trust
They leave me no choice but to look at them with disgust
What must I do to find a love that is true
One that exists just between me and you
A love that grew together from the very start
One based on a truth that won't keep us apart
The kind love that mends a lonely heart
From the one who calls you sweetheart
Categories:
mends, desire, hope, romance, trust,
Form: Rhyme
One day I woke up and my heart was broken, nearly in two.
One day I had lost the words that always brought me to you.
My mind was in a fog that took away the color of my thoughts.
In fact, it took away all the beauty and the rhyming became naught.
It took away the great ideas so creative in their fun filled lines.
Everything I desperately sought for… was suddenly declined.
The mirror of my thoughts became so empty and very blank.
As further into the knowledge of where my mind was going, I sank.
The treacherous workings of my mind, started with a simple little cold.
But in it’s depths lay the trigger, which forced all I know…to unroll.
As my mind shut down, the medicines were useless, but still all there.
And as none brought me back where I wanted… it all seemed so unfair.
For two weeks the dreadful interference continued it’s awful reign.
I didn’t want to go back to the years where to be normal I had to strain.
So I slowly waited out my time… with a prayer readily on my mind.
Allow this illness to diminish… allow those words once more to be mine.
(A lament on my epilepsy that was triggered lately.)
Categories:
mends, angst, happiness, loss, recovery
Form: Couplet
Her loves sheds light
on my crushed broken heart,
A heart now free of all pain and sorrow
that once tore it apart...
My heart now filled
with lots of joy, happiness and a wonderful glee,
She now shows her love
a love for only me...
Do I truly
deserve such a gracious love?
Did God send me his blessings
a blessing from above???
Am I just in a dream
that I see only at night,
Or is this love for real
or my selfish over sight???
One thing for sure
that I know is no mistake,
My baby truly loves me
For her love is not a fake...
Thank you my love
for my heart you did mend,
I now know most certainly,
Your love God did send...
Categories:
mends, lovegod, heart, god, heart,
Form: Rhyme