Long Unfulfillment Poems

Waking up early steals your sleep, but sleeping too long steals your peace,
Like a morning thief leaving shadows in place of unfulfilled dreams,
Movement makes you feel pain in your muscles, but stillness weakens you,
Like a...

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Did you know
That when you left
You took A large piece of me with you

Its been almost a year now
And I wonder
Do you think of me as often as I think of you

My mind comprehends why
But...

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If everyone were to disappear, but everything remained unchanged,
The world would be a vast cathedral of the echo of regret,
Where empty streets silently carry the ghosts of choices,
Those fragile threads that bound us in the...

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"Fierce Review"

Hindsight reviews tells me so much of what I want to keep, change, or completely drop.

My fierce review of my marriage and how my best fell short giving Doug what he earned and deserved…...

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In the long shadows of the evening, when the light withdraws into a silent corner of the world,
I extend my hand toward the unknown, a white, cold, and empty hand,
A hand seeking to grasp the...

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Compulsions to create governed by fear and perpetual query,
Where affirmations are fossil fuels, scarce and costly.
Approval? Qualified? I Dangle upside-down, tethered to a rope questions.
Hovering over a pit of acceptance with a bloated cranium.

A pause...

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In the palm of the universe, only the mad ones dare to tread,
Mad to live, to speak, to be saved from the relentless currents of time,
Craving everything at once, like a blazing sun at its...

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With heavy heart I take my leave of her.
My loves’ desperate screams pierce the still morn.
To war I go and must not look back for fear of faltering.
A duty to perform, a faceless enemy awaits.

Like...

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Words are not enough,
Alphabets strung in uncertainty,
Speech slurred in disbelief,
Love endlessly professed,
Lacking in action or substance,
Intentions of the heart,
Inexpressible by vocabulary,
Pledges frustrated by timelines,
Lofty dreams built with bricks of vapour,
Visions written on sand,
Children of promise...

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Snapchat 
Blue Dot
Message from you
Heart beats fast
Anticipation 
What are you contacting me after so long
The moment you've waited for
Now you dread, why are you waiting
Open it
I miss you
I love you
It should be us
You should be...

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you claim I'm over emotional
when my heart is in distress
telling me I'm irrational
adds to my pain and stress
             I should find comfort
 ...

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Dragons, Monsters, Daemons, Ghosts.

OH ! to be the slayer of your world, of Dragons,
to be allowed, to be able to extinguish the fires,
the fires that light the way for the Monsters, the Daemons,
the Ghosts that...

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Am almost tempted to change the quote
"AS LIFE GETS EASIER, HAPPINESS GETS HARDER"
              To
"As life gets easier, happiness gets easier...and vice versa"
But i cant
I won't 
Am not supposed too

So...

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I’ve been given a gift 
The ultimate gift 
Correction 
One of the ultimate gifts 
A way to undo 
A way to redo 
A way to rewrite 
A way to reject spite 
A way to free...

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I am the tears....the unbearable pain ;
I am the freak that is called insane...
I am anarchy....hopelessness...
I am the seat of all rotten mess !
I am the feeble dying breath...
O yeah,I am the ugly face of...

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I had wanted to be good
But was short lived by the inevitable
I had wanted to fulfil plans 
But was engrossed with the joy of unfulfillment;
And was caught up with the deadly messenger.
I had wanted to...

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