Long Bend over backwards Poems

Oceans and Winds

I have an obsequious unnatural inclination
To sustain my external compulsions 
And convert them to a pre-text of a sub-text
Of instantaneous conclusions
Bi-Partisan confusions, melted humans and rheuminations
We seem to be caught up in the...

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Let's play a game, shall we?
It's a fun little number I like to call
"Do I miss you because I love you,
or because you're my brain's scar tissue?"

Let's review the facts, shall we?
You're a spoiled NEET...

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Imagination is the natural ability with which every human being is endowed.
Therefore, it is conceivable to say that everything will become allowed 
by completely envisioning the unforeseen-yet things, that are going to be wowed, 
while...

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my uncle was married
before he met her
sure it was to his first cousin

My brother was trying to help her
she cried for days about being raped

My grandmother gave her a job
and a place to stay

Friends with...

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I saw someone the other day, I think you know who he is,
I don't know him that well, but I wish that I did,

It got me thinking, what if, I don't get to see him...

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[Verse 1]: I know at times when I acted as if it was my time to shine I did some 
things that was wrong that would hurt you But I will never treat you like...

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Who are they?

They are “free gods”,
formed with the blood of “three God’s”,
and molded with steel rods. 

They never flood,
because they sin and win with free ‘spirit.

They never walk straight, bend or backwards.
They walk and work...

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Hope....!

Hope is all we find and hope is all we get!
In failure and in success - in
all the ups and every single down,
and under duress to even begin with,
hope is all we find and hope...

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Special Girl

There is this Special Girl,
She makes my head twirl,
I’ll love her all the time,
I wish she would be mine,
I would hold her in my arms,
And show her all my charms,
I would bend over backwards...

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i should do this
not that
control control control
i should be this way 
not like me
sucks to be me 
i'm not you

I should be perfect and kind and sweet
such a double standard
i should be a loser jerk...

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affectionate
passionate
considerate
thoughtful


Bend over backwards
get ya pilates on so you can be more flexible
play ya position break ya neck
know ya place Always hungry 
never full always hungry 
never willing to cook
drunk off 
i like you don't get...

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Beneath the waves of solemn grey.
Invisible eyes wait patiently,
Whilst the mind paupers a soft religion
The Fisherman`s dance.
A scared vision.

Hopeless dreams in cracked mirrors – the pain.
Numerical factors –  the “minorities” they say!

It`s not funny...

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How many boyfriends have you been through
While I stood by your side wishing you were
Mine the whole time, how many times have I
Helped you pick up the pieces of a broken
Heart, break up after break...

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Do mental somersaults and backflips to establish a message
Invisible thoughts of madness rebuilt no blemish the wreckage
And this impression of subconscious stability holds many debts 
So aggressions like monstrous in a degree to pay respects

Removing...

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Well you haven't given me much of a reason these past
few seasons to put my whole heart into this so-called
relationship...well I need to know if you still love
me or not...I Need A Reason To Hang...

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You have to approve yourself first
But that is not complete enough.
Forgiving yourself is the key.

I should have helped more neighbors.
I should have visited my mother more often.
I should have not wasted so many days at...

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i held hands with God today
it was only a piece of metal
but God did it his way

riding down the highway
tears rolling down my face
something in my prayer
found Gods unfailing grace

i held it for a moment
knowing...

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girl you claim to be my friend,
laughing and joking.
taking my loyalty for granted.
secrets we share.
in your eyes a lie was hard to find.
taking my kindness for weakness.
didn't listen to others telling me it was just...

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The creatures come out in the dark.
One after the other,
They drag their fat bodies,
In front of the moonlight,
That shimmers with dull
Desire.
One after the other,
They display their darkness.
They wiggle and crawl,
And bend over backwards,
Clawing at the...

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You run...
from pillar to post,
stick your neck out,
bend over backwards
just to satisfy them.
They're "your friends,"
or so you think.
They ask for the moon,
you give it two-fold.
The thanks you get?
Well, they watch you...
brush your pearly-white teeth,
rinse it...

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Sunshine After The Rain

The hours pass and I find the time
To straighten out everything in my mind
No one can know what I’ve put myself through
Not even you understand 
The depths of my love for you

Yes,...

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SEXY COLORS REALLY MATTER

I want him dark
In the white house to start
Holding as he lets go the troops
I can see the GI’s take off their boots

Sexy colors really matter
Bring out the smart guys
Give me the...

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Cuz your amazing,
and I say this from the bottom of my heart.
You turn my world upside down
and change the colors from gray to a neon rainbow.
Cuz your amazing, just the way you are.
You give me...

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Limbo 
Hunched over and holding a Zimmer frame 
Limbo
Waiting for a call that is never - ever going to come 
Limbo 
The day draws nearer as the blinds on the window begin to shut sealed...

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