I live on the borderline
but never in a place that's mine
nowhere ever left to shine
i'm never perfectly fine.
Unpredictable
for everything, indictable
you really think my existence is condemnable?
i think you're full of bull.
anyone who wants can take me
they can try to break me
they'll shake me, try to wake me
but in the end they forsake me.
if there's a god he hates me
he knows my sins await me
with promises he baits me
he takes my hand and checkmates me
take my sanity
cleanse me of humanity
strip off all my vanity
you're left with profanity.
I'm never really fine
there's nowhere left to shine
never in a place that's mine
because i'm stuck on the borderline.
Categories:
indictable, anger, angst, mental illness,
Form: Rhyme
Million doubts, hundred solutions,
Then why can’t I sort this confusion?
Stuck between the angel and the devil
Digging my own grave with the shovel.
This may sound very dramatic,
But the reality is I want to be ecstatic
Carrying that million-dollar smile,
Help me choose between the wrong and the right.
Sounds depressing, right?
Trust me, I always try to look on the bright side.
You say, don’t think twice,
But my life is just like the ludo dice.
The count of problems in unpredictable
And every time I am considered as indictable.
You will be standing over here one day,
Or you must have been over here long time ago in this shade of grey.
SO, while writing this I realized,
The problem is not with me,
It is with the ones who cannot see me free.
Still it does not make the pain less,
Now, I know why we call life a game of chess.
The smarter one survives, the emotional one dies
It is all up to you for whom you choose to cry and for whom you choose to die.
Categories:
indictable, 10th grade, age, betrayal,
Form: Rhyme