I apologize for the lull so long-
But I could not weave my strands...
Each time I`ve tried to entwine, but the tress
Was falling apart again...
I apologize for the lull so long-
The chain links became so frail...
I fastend together, but new wind blow
Destroyed all these again...
Do I have enough greatheartedness,
And wisdom, enlightenment, patience-
Forgive to the life all her praises – rare,
And repeated accusations?
Forgive myself all the unknowing`s fears,
Unwilling sins of the youth...
These memories are touching my soul and hit,
Annoy and upset anew...
Let they fly away, by the wind, fly off-
Cause we can not rul the past...
And take just a lessons, it tough enough-
It`s a weapons, but sinless.
Defend by this, don`t accept evil norms-
I`m fed with it to the teeth.
So that don`t shed vainly blood of someone,
And pain never scratched in me...
Don`t spare me, because, among all of us
I`m not too unfortunate.
I need form you – understand. It`s enough-
To follow my star of fate.
Categories:
greatheartedness, forgiveness, how i feel,
Form: Verse