I'm hiding inside
the fear of
being misunderstood.
The sky would turn gray.
Fear of the unknown
Fear of confusion
My fears blind me....
to the
truth,
to hope.
Fear of the good.
Fear of the bad.
So let me think....
what else
do I fear?
Categories:
espinal, fear, teen, fear, ,
Form: Narrative
Tries to kill himself.
Rather die young than
Achieve goals.
Unsure about
Making a bright future.
Acts like a follower but can be a leader.
Tries to get out of trouble but
Instead, continues until something bad happens, then
Cries when not heard.
Categories:
espinal, angst, confusion, depression, teen,
Form: Acrostic
Pain in my heart,
from the day you left.
Thinking that you would be next to me soon
but I guess it was too good to be true.
Why is it when I say it's going to be a good day,
I truly know it's not,
especially without you?
Pain in my heart,
feeling weak when I think of you.
Just wanting to break down and cry
but not wanting to make a show.
It's true what everyone says,
how a smile can hide pain
but this pain is too strong
for me to hide.
Pain in my heart,
waiting to hold you in my arms
but never got the chance.
Hoping there was no harm
but there was,
for me.
I know you're in a better place,
that's all that counts
but I still wish I could see your face.
Pain in my heart,
but you're happy in heaven
while I'm not well.
Trying to snap out of this misery.
depression isn't me.
Life may have ended for you
but love will not!
Categories:
espinal, angst, death, me, ,
Form: Narrative