Best Unloving Poems
Crooked thoughts, misshapen dreams,
The last one on your mind it seems.
Torn between the love I feel,
and the angry words you spiel.
You've not yet once, recognized,
Your part in this, it's all still lies.
Everyone else, you choose to blame,
With no remorse, regret or shame.
For me the pain is layers deep,
But somehow in my heart you keep.
And maybe it will always be,
From far away you're part of me.
The sun shines again; bright on my face.
Another day gone; that is gone like my thoughts drift away another text illuminates my smart phone,
but I didn't respond.
As I was deep in thought of her day light bringing smile, that crinkle on her cheeks that maps the happiness she felt for me then.
When her hand was in mine,
while we walk in the rain,
but now her beauty smile fades like sand castles at the beach washed away.
I never called.
I never call.
Maybe three extra minutes of awkward talk would have kept us close,
but who knows,
when that fortified desire to have her that you had is like a campfire,
past the night time stories just charring to a halt.
It stopped.
Til the next text in quick succession arrives.
She says she's always feeling lost.
Says she doesn't know what to do when the ball is in her court.
Bemused to my singular thoughts that pitted us playing singles when the facade we infused to curious minds was we were happy playing doubles.
Hold your hand up high and you'd feel the light weight of our love because it was that small.
In that moment.
Three minutes past.
And the weight has not lifted.
My mouth bitter from so many souring unsaids from last night's troubles.
We had a good thing.
With so much happy.
Like teenage lovers at a summer foam party just admiring the bubbles.
We said we'd last,l.
And I'm sure we can.
Though I'm tired of being the dreamchaser; let the sandman take away beautiful thoughts of a red rose growing on a withering grape vine,
that's intertwined to the sun's warmth because at one point we did shine.
Her loving smile vivid as the now radiating sun.
She's still mine.
I've known that the longest.
And so I replied.
In a space only known to drifting astronauts,
but for me,
just four minutes past...of unloving thoughts.
?07/01/18
My heart is a machine
Cold and lifeless
You think it should love you
It doesn’t know how
Neither do I
© Poem – VII/XIX/MMXXI
Enveloped within the ambiance of night where the moonlight comforts my soul—the absence of anyone else around leaving me at peace.
“Stay for as long as you need to”, a quiet voice whispered, “for no one can hurt you here.”
In that moment, I felt safe and a sense of freedom to be just who I am.
Amongst those stars, I found refuge and a place that I could now call home—the hours of darkness redefining its reputation.
And within that time, I became grateful for the silence of not being ridiculed amongst a population that normalizes cruel intentions.
Leave me here and let society carry on, for when the sun takes its position in the morning, I'll be a memory that daylight was never meant to hold.
Unloving is the opposition to God, God’s rules, and living good.
Unloving is when you have negative behaviors that cause others to follow and cause harm.
Unloving is bad, it can cause many negative things to happen, like death and destruction.
Unloving is real, it is told about in many ways, we can see it every day.
Unloving is like the opposite of good, they are opposers of each other.
Unloving is a person that lacks love, lacks forgiveness, lacks human qualities, lacks the desire to repent and do good.
Unloving is a person or group that has ways that make us feel afraid, they want to do harm, and change you into an unfeeling kind of slum.
Unloving makes a person unable to forgive, they want to spread their ways and cause harm in many ways.
So let's be aware of the scary, unloving ways, and pray for those who have lost their way to love.
Lifting prayers to God, today and always.