Best Sadself Poems
As I stand here on the wretched path of life,
A wave of darkness sadness and
Gloom overwhelm me.
I'm surrounded in enveloping nocturnal darkness,
As far as the eye can see,
My life is in a state of abnormal and corrupt pessimism,
I'm my own intellectual bubonic plague,
A troublesome nuisance,
That causes my own spiritual antagonism,
My once joyous and mystic spirituality
now a void of nothingness,
my desicated but liberated self wasn't going for it,
it wanted paradise,
silk thrones of gold brocade,
in the shade of the essence of the presence of l.i.f.e.s lessons
I realized that the spiritual mental disorganization & confusion,
Was the resultant feeling of frustration and agonizing discomposure of g.o.ds soul-jah in materialistic illusions,
My prison, my hell
As I travel down this treacherous black path I know all to well,
I see illumination a sparkle of light,
The voice within told my atoms to listen and every thing would be alright,
This is l.i.f.e…
A self sacrificing path,
A warriors way,
Not for brittle, easily broken, glass bottle people,
Stand on truth defeat your evil,
The soul is tested here by sheer terror,
And the sword of destiny will separate the real from the fake and make things clearer,
The cloak of the enveloping darkness has dissolved, Problems resolved.
A new day, new beginning has begun,
my heart stand between the setting mystical moon and the rising crimson sun.
as I travel down the mystical path of reunion
I submit to the universal law system full of wisdom,
my ascension to God and holy communion.
You might think this is a trail of weakness from my mind
A systematic defeat crawling on lines.
I just have this feeling that it is me versus this gigantic world
Breathing heavily from exhausted hope and delicate foretolds.
Just sitting silently knowing not to be self centered
When everyday passes like an empty no other
Endeavor to keep climbing since my path is called “strife”
This great divide from happiness and clarity of life
Its easy to become familiar with telling people how to’s and self aware
When simplistically we are all unable to believe our own affairs
Why can’t I just feel away this struggle, this defenseless heap
I’m jealous beyond thought that you’ve found a way, a faith to leap
Just patiently sitting here, silence to the bold.
Silence is the great divide.