Best Recovery From...Hate Poems
I love you and yet i hate you
I hate you and yet i love you
Love and hate are the only words that
i can think of when i think of you.
I love you for choosing me
I hate you for leaving me
I love you for holding me
I hate you for rejecting me
I love you when i'm kissing you when no one's around
I hate you for passing me by in a crowd
At first you had my heart ascending to the heavens
Now you left it in tatters and rivets
You said we would be together
That this would be forever
I feel like such a fool
To you i was nothing but a tool
Now i all have of you are memories
So many are bittersweet
That's why i pray
Never again do we meet
So now thanks to you
For many days i felt so blue
But one thing remains true when i think of you
I love you and yet and i hate you
You smile and wave as you pass by
But I hate it.
I hate to see you with that cigarette dangling from your lips
I hate to see your profile, partially hidden by the smoke that's curling away from your mouth
I hate it when you talk to me with the smell of tobacco on your breath
Just quit.
An addiction I know a failure to myself.
All that I was against has become a part of myself.
I hate it I love it.
I try to give it up, painful and discusting.
I hate how it tastes I hate how it smells, yet I get transed in it's exhaling glow!
Staring at the cigarette as it burns away, thinking to myself I will quit one of these days!
Yeah I use it as an excuse and a sad one at that.
One more puff and I will never look back.
Yeah I will quit tommrow, todays my last day.
I'm sorry I can't help it I want this addiction to just blow away.