Best Depressionsun Poems
I haven't eaten in days,
I sit with a pen, nothing comes..so i quit,
When i see the light my eyes are closed to block the sun rays.
I'm putting away the weapon i so long ago had to equip.
Chest compressions cant bring my heart back to life,
Not even with electrical currents running through my chest,
Even in sleep i worry, dreams leave me puzzled in the night.
As the sun seems to go down visa-versa does my stress.
This is a call to all who are real,
Because my lungs have stopped working and i exhaled 3 years ago,
This is a call to all those who still.. feel.
Because I lack all the emotions you often show.
Help me..
Separation into Component Parts ( Disintegration )
Vortex of silence
Watching sun slide from crystalline edges
The quiet people do not question
The blended diaphanous to horizon smacking
is another’s world of disintegration
Humming
Vibrating
White weddings oscillation
Designing winking signs
To map the leads to another time
Searching for some kind of drug induced
Intoxication
Its springboard of truth
Blathered indefinable
Trafficked in parcels of men at work
Once
I joined loud punk instigation's
Once
I ate the hungry hours
Wearing shocks and coloured language
Once
It was all hard driven rebellion
And tattooed distinction
Now the revolution is laid back
Looking from its vortex of silence
Thinks on the exclamation
Designed by other winking signs
Leading maps to other forms of disintegrating
The grip is different now
Disregarded seconds
Pay their own attentions
And that old losing time
Is not lost on me
Instead it flows
Solidifies with, to, on, another
And rages against its own moments of recognition
Dog war of rusting Angles
Scurrying feet pressed between the engines format
Wheeled across concrete veins
By the Laminated traders of hours and consumables
Means nothing to me
Vortex of silence
In a privacy of shadows
Watches sun slide from crystalline edges
A perfect moment of disintegration
I saw her as the sun set
She was standing there
Not noticing me
Naked she stood there
Staring straight ahead
She never moved
I watched her
She looked at the sky
Maybe wondering what was beyond
What Heaven was like
She never knew what life could be
Her face was worn and tired
Beaten by age and life
She knew nothing but pain
She didn’t want to remember
But she had no choice
She held a picture
To precious to throw away
It was her life
She never looked at it
She held it close to her breasts
There was a breeze
It rolled across her face
Carrying the scent of distant flowers
Maybe it could’ve meant hope
A last chance
But she never felt it
She never said a word
She stood as still as death
For her there was no world
There was no one
There was nothing to live for
I saw her as the sun set
I saw her leap
She flew like an angel
Only for the briefest of time
But she had found a peace
She had found her smile
I watched her as she fell
And I saw her become no more