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Beauty Within the Beast

Once upon a time, beyond societies portrayal,
There lived a beast of harmony, and a lie he would not tell,
Full of love and divinity, yet sadness dwelled within,
This beast was kind, he wanted peace, just wanted to fit in.
But waking days, were not astray, of mountainous abuse,
Mobs with pitchforks, nasty words, they spewed their vile views,
His nappy hair, his fangs and ears, brought him pointed stares,
Provoked by words, tormenting gestures, and many frightened glares.

Until one day, he said no more, pain will this beast take,
He stayed indoors, and never left, his heart was cold and ached,
On the floor, devoid of warmth, a stranger to this place,
His mighty body shook and shivered, tears fell from his face.
Do my looks; absolve my right, to live, my right to be,
I'm not aloud, to wonder round, to live amongst society,
Do I not cry; when I am pained, bleed when I am pricked,
You mock me with, your judging eyes; a monster is your verdict?

I am saddled, with this curse, I'm nature's dirty secret,
How The Fates, have cursed on me, no longer can I take it,
Then suddenly, a flash and bang, an angel then appeared,
She wore a gown, held out a wand, and had a halo in her hair.
I'm your fairy godmother, your pain I'll take away,
The path I show, is based on faith, so follow what I say,
Go on a journey, traveling north, beyond the fiery trees,
You'll find a castle, made of glass, and the knowledge that you seek.

For countless days, he traveled north, all around the earth,
Illusions came, to mystify, and test him in his worth,
Self belief, propelled him as, he reached his destination,
He went inside, yet found nothing, this filled him with frustration.
You surrendered to me as, you made your fateful way,
Now here you stand, before my eyes, a voice began to say,
Stand before the mirror beast, ask what you desire,
Behold the truth, the inner you, the knowledge you require.

Mirror mirror reveal to me, the true beauty inside of me,
The surface glistened; a picture beamed, and a beast he did not see,
The beast fell down, on hands and knees; and did nothing but cried,
He said Who I am is not the flesh, I’m the light that's deep inside.

Copyright © 2009 Zachary Jackson

Movin In, Movin Out

movin in movin out
visitin walkin out
it seems so easy but its the hardest 
thing to say
all the mem'ries all the pain all the 
stress that i have gained i dont 
know what to do im leavin alright i 
dont know what to do im leavin 
tonight
idk what to do im hatin u and lovin 
u too
all the struggles all the grief all these 
things are keepin me from peace
but now that i found my way i pray 
things'll get better now that im in ur 
grace and youll bles me with peace 
all the mem'ries all the pain all the 
stress that i have gained idk what to 
do im leavin alright i dont know 
what to do im leavin tonight...
 movin in movin out
visitin walkin out
it seems so easy but its the hardest 
thing to say
all the mem'ries all the pain all the 
stress that i have gained idk what to 
do im leavin alright i dont know 
what to do im leavin tonight im 
leavin... tonight

Just Trying To Find Me

running so far away
not sure where to go
all i know i cannot stay
noone will ever know
what i have done
or see the mistake 
or what i have begun
i cannot shake
the feelings i have
the pain i must feel
the love i once had
the pain must heal
but it does not
as i sit and wait
to just get caught
try to find whats left of me
as i also try to catch my breath
and fight yo be free
nothing is here nothings left
all i have is a blank stare
and a blank mind
and no love to share
as i try to find me


My Thoughts of You

I think of you every day,
every second,
every minute,
every hour.

You caused my pain,
I feel like I will never love again.
You said you'd never leave,
but your not here,
you left me in the dark,
alone...

I miss you,
I need you,
I want us back.
but you left me
and your never coming back.

If I could go back in time,
I'd make it to were I never knew you,
My pain and suffering would disappear then.

I suffer everyday with the thought of how I lost you,
I know you don't care,
So I wonder,
Have you ever cared?
Was it all a lie?
Did you really love me?

All these thoughts run through my mind,
Every day,
Every second,
Every minute,
Every hour.

I wish I could just leave earth,
Go beyond the world,
Somewhere were my pain is no longer near.

I wish you would leave my mind...

Can You See It

I feel this pain deep inside
I try to run I try to hide
I watch the walls entrap me
Built of stone I can't break free

Things I've hid that you can't see 
Hidden deep inside of me
This guilt I feel is locked inside
Because of you I cried and cried

Wishing that you could just see
All the pain your causing me

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