Best Confusionlost Poems
And underneath my bed, in the corner where we would lay for hours
with your head on my chest
with your breath berating my skin
where we would talk about all the things to come
and where we had shared our first kiss
where i lay by myself, worried while your father was sick, as you were crying softly on
the edge
where we made fun of Jersey Shore
where we perfected our fake Irish accents
where my parents walked in and told us to “Play Uno with us, homie.” on a drunken New
Year’s eve.
Where Christmas morning I gave you your present.
Where i spread out your Valentines gifts for you to walk in on
Where we agreed that we were each others’ “One.”
That spot on the bed where my heart was always beating 10x faster.
I was cleaning, and came across your hairband.
And as i held it, i remembered how you lost it, and i stole my sister’s for you.
And it hit me like a truck.
The hairband burned my skin like acid.
You changed.
You’re different.
But I don’t think my feelings are, just yet.
So today I cried for the first time since I left Hawaii.
I cried hard, and i lost my breath.
I called your name and asked for help.
But it doesn’t matter, because it’s my fault anyway.
How come I still feel this pain when I
have become so numb long ago.
How come when i finally have what I
want ive lost something greater.
I lost you my love now what shall I do?
Tell me the answers to my questions so
I can tell you I will always love you.
You are a sad person, you know?
Where's that unbending strength at?
Where's that unbreakable smile?
I'm the only one who understands how you feel.
Your smile was always shining.
But you lost yourself.
You made this sadness grow.
You tighten up your heart tight.
You just gave up your personallity to be someone your not.
My best friend
The one I chase.
Why did you vanish, without a trace.
Won't you come back?
Where did you go?
-Michael Nguyen
i ask myself where did i go
i look for the answer everywhere, hoping to know
i lost who i am and forgot the person i were
im taking ppl for granted and pretending like i care
i really do but this knew person just won't
what is this new skin that covers the surface of my old
it block the good and let out all that's needed to be told
i am a sad person and i has its hold
away ran my strength and now all that lingers is the cold
my morining smile is now a dull penny
all my needs are sacare and not plenty
-Brittany Burnett
The scattered leaves of my mind, long lost thoughts oh so fine
Waking moments of cognizant fire, fleeting clouds of funeral pyre
Those broken blades of battles lost dying embers in the frost
Why is this, the place for me, as the wind please set me free?
Ancient youth no longer spry even dreams no longer fly
Winding memories far and near none of them are ever clear
I hear those words yet to speak, whispered softly, whispered weak
Always foot prints following me, who has left them I cannot see
Carousels wild horses ride, frightening demons from which I hide
The endless turning of standing still while gazing yearning to the hill
Be that the mount born to ride, be that the mount where we can hide
Gazing up that slippery slope gazing endless for moments hope
Can it be if I should climb, I’ll find those gates and they’ll open wide?
Time tells nothing but endless repeats, heralding loudly our defeats.
There is a tower that stands so high, that it separates the sky
I can't climb to the window on the highest flight, no one has
Just the prospect of what is in it tantalizes me every day
I stand at the bottom and look up with hopes of seeing this window
So high, how could I?
I am told that everything lost is in there
How nice that would be.
My mind is racing as if I were trying to pick up shattered glass and put it back together
A real tear falls from my eye, and hits the ground
How very high my eye is from the ground, what a long way for the tear to fall.
Those who find out what is in the tower are promised eternal happiness
Yeah Right, no such thing.
I jump up and down with hopes as unrealistic as a two dimensional world.
But as of now the number two is very important all I can think of is me and that tower.
I know the reason people can't make it to that window
Fear, paralyzing, scrutinizing fear
Yeah, it will stop you.
It will stop me.
So I guess everything I lost is really gone?
I can't understand this life.
Everything that I hear sounds like a lie.
I've lost many friends to hate and pain
And from rage inside me that makes me feel as if I'm going insane.
My thoughts won't turn away
from the things that make me feel this way.
As hard as I try I just cant make you listen
Because my voice is strained and i can't get your attention.
I can't remember when it all come undone.
For I'm lost in my mind waiting for the sun.
Sometimes you want to drop to the floor
Rolled up into a ball
Drowning in a river of tears
To many emotional fears
A warrier of time
You have lost your shield
Your mind goes on and on
When will it subside
You scream You scream
The walls close upon you
The ceiling falls in
To feel no light
What did you do wrong
You can not feel
You are nomore
A numbness that drives you
An song with no sound
A mind with no thought
The birds sing
The sky is still high
The ground is still dust
But a life that is just
But not for you and I
A deceiver in disguise
An act that has nomore stage
A love like a maze
That is lost on each gaze
What way to go
Which road do we select
Now we disconnect....
What do you do with a broken heart?
How many times has it fallen apart?
What can you do to save this mess?
What can you do when they’ve tried their best?
What do you do when you feel so lost?
What will it take, what will it cost?
What do you do when you’ve lost people you love?
Could you let it go and be free like a dove?
What do you do when you’ve said you’re sorry?
What do you do when they say don’t worry?
What do you do when you’re lost in the tide?
What do you do when you can’t run and hide?
What do you do when you’re rejected and alone?
When you’ve just been kicked out of the perfect home?
What do you do when you can’t stop crying?
What do you do when they think you’re lying?
How can you express what you feel inside?
Do you share your feelings, or inside do they hide?
How do you tell them you love them and you care?
When they’re ignoring you, and don’t want you there.
What do I do just drown in my thoughts?
For four whole months, this is what I’ve fought!
What do you when your dream has just died?
When you lost someone important, to whom you’d confide.
What do you do when you’ve failed the ones you love?
Do you cry out in despair to the great Heaven above?
What do you do when it’s finished and done?
Do you go on with life and keep trying to run?