You'Re Better Than That

Settling for less than you deserve while hoping and praying that things will change you hate being alone it's just so depressing hiding behind toxins like alcoholic beverages and whatever else that helps willing to trade all the wrong for someone right one who's truly down for you but it hasn't happened yet so you take what you can get whether it's second on his lists or his mistress at night an hour of being comforted and feeling wanted is better than nothing at all even if it's a lie is what you convince your mind but that too only works for so long it's not enough because most nights you spend by yourself just wanting what most have a genuine companion to accompany you through this battle of life so now you begin to question it. Is it you or them your self esteem begins to shrink because he doesn't seem to be thankful for all that you do in and outside of the room now others suffer because he has your heart with no intentions of ever loving you in return leaving you to believe that all men are the same he is ruining for all of us but im here to be tell you that we aren't you deserve better than he treats you're beautiful and truly amazing and I don't have to be in-between your legs to tell you that